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#46
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Could you please just check your fb and accept the friend request so that I can stop feeling so miserable?
Could you please stop ignoring me in school so I don't have to act like I want to dao you as well?
Could you please get rid of that girlfriend of yours that's making me so fucking non-existant in your life?
Could you please give me some sign on whether I should continue or just stop before it's too late?

Could you please tell me what I should do because I can't seem to get over you.


这次，我是来真的。

如果，我有勇气的话。
我会试着争取自己的快乐，我会试着让他注意到我的存在，我会试着跟他交上朋友。直到有一天，我会说出我埋没许久的感受。被拒绝，无所谓，至少我尝试过真真爱一个人。
可惜，我没那种勇气。

我只敢无时无刻在人海中寻找他的身影。我只敢在发现他后趁他不注意瞄他一眼。我只敢在他走过的时候希望他有一天会停下来对我说句话。我只敢在看见他后保持一整天的笑容。我只敢在看见他和女友在一起的时候无言地把视线移开。我只敢让心中的痛觉把慢慢地把我吞没。我只敢静静地期待他注意我的那一天。我只敢不断地不断地祈祷他有一天会是“我的”。我只敢……什么都不做。

所以，不会有结果的。