I want to say that I'm proud of us, we've come a long way. I want to be optimistic and think, this is not the end. I want to feel that it's okay, because we've tried out best. I want to believe that this doesn't really matter. I want to know that we can still make it.

But everything crumbles when I replay the scene,
I have my face buried in my hands, I tell myself, "Please please please, give us a Gold."
And the announcer goes, "Choir 11, Nanyang Junior College, Silver."
I don't dare lift my head, I don't want this to be true. But when I do, I see disappointed faces staring back at me. Then I hear sobs. Yang Ling and Nabilah are crying. I forced out a smile, but no one smiles back.

"I knew it."

Choir meeting, 3pm at i-Space later. I need someone to win my faith and confidence back. Because Limyanjun is best at running away from things.

17 this year and currently schooling at nyjc. I belong to a chaotic class with truly awesome people (well,mostly). I couldn't care less on what you think about me. I have my fair share of close loved ones: my mother, brother, grandmother, my bestest best friend Danial, the six girls that never fail to make me smile, KTHXBAI! and not to forget my Baby, Bambi, who means the wholefuckingworld to me. And they are all that matter. So either learn to be nice or leave me alone. Idc. Facebook

I want to say that I'm proud of us, we've come a long way. I want to be optimistic and think, this is not the end. I want to feel that it's okay, because we've tried out best. I want to believe that this doesn't really matter. I want to know that we can still make it.

But everything crumbles when I replay the scene,
I have my face buried in my hands, I tell myself, "Please please please, give us a Gold."
And the announcer goes, "Choir 11, Nanyang Junior College, Silver."
I don't dare lift my head, I don't want this to be true. But when I do, I see disappointed faces staring back at me. Then I hear sobs. Yang Ling and Nabilah are crying. I forced out a smile, but no one smiles back.

"I knew it."

Choir meeting, 3pm at i-Space later. I need someone to win my faith and confidence back. Because Limyanjun is best at running away from things.

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