Why do I have the sudden feeling I'm wasting my life away?

I should be doing something productive. Like studying at the library every single day. But I spent the whole of yesterday doing.... absolutely nothing. Had some pointless talk with a self-proclaimed major figure that made no sense. Went to watch ko.night which was interesting but eye candy wasn't there so the cons outweighs the pros. Far east square was literally filled with people carrying bags and bags and bags of... Sexy Diamond. It was almost like going to a Sexy Diamond convention. (OH, googled it and apparently an outlet of Sexy Diamond just opened at The Heeren!) You'll see me window shopping there soon! Be'cus I'm a poorass student.

Screw, see what I'm trying to get to? After all the talk about wanting to be doing productive work, I'm actually planning to waste more time!

I've been having troubles sleeping these days. Have been having weird dreams like finding out I'm not my mother's real kid...?! There's one that felt really really real. I could literally feel the heat of his palms and my heart skipping a beat. Freaky, to say the very least.
I slept at 2 and woke up at 5 today. Dang?

The birds are chirping already. Time to try to get back to sleep.

17 this year and currently schooling at nyjc. I belong to a chaotic class with truly awesome people (well,mostly). I couldn't care less on what you think about me. I have my fair share of close loved ones: my mother, brother, grandmother, my bestest best friend Danial, the six girls that never fail to make me smile, KTHXBAI! and not to forget my Baby, Bambi, who means the wholefuckingworld to me. And they are all that matter. So either learn to be nice or leave me alone. Idc. Facebook

Why do I have the sudden feeling I'm wasting my life away?

I should be doing something productive. Like studying at the library every single day. But I spent the whole of yesterday doing.... absolutely nothing. Had some pointless talk with a self-proclaimed major figure that made no sense. Went to watch ko.night which was interesting but eye candy wasn't there so the cons outweighs the pros. Far east square was literally filled with people carrying bags and bags and bags of... Sexy Diamond. It was almost like going to a Sexy Diamond convention. (OH, googled it and apparently an outlet of Sexy Diamond just opened at The Heeren!) You'll see me window shopping there soon! Be'cus I'm a poorass student.

Screw, see what I'm trying to get to? After all the talk about wanting to be doing productive work, I'm actually planning to waste more time!

I've been having troubles sleeping these days. Have been having weird dreams like finding out I'm not my mother's real kid...?! There's one that felt really really real. I could literally feel the heat of his palms and my heart skipping a beat. Freaky, to say the very least.
I slept at 2 and woke up at 5 today. Dang?

The birds are chirping already. Time to try to get back to sleep.

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