Imma stay

#111

2010-01-16T23:49:00.000+08:00

Goodbye,

&

#110 LSG - Will you marry me?

2010-01-16T21:53:00.002+08:00

YES
Who wouldn't!!!!!!!!

If I'm ever gonna get married, this would be my wedding song.

#109 On a brighter note,

2010-01-16T21:37:00.008+08:00

I think my avatar quite swee!

#108

2010-01-16T21:36:00.000+08:00

deviantart

Mosquitoes should be condemned to eternal hell.

I went to Bishan Park with Yang and Bambi yesterday.
Came back itching like I haven't bathed in years.
I have more than 20 bites on my legs. (No, I'm not exaggerating)
Damn it, why me!

#107 Thanks to the dog

2010-01-13T21:02:00.002+08:00

Flea bites?
Shit.

#106 SHIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

2010-01-13T20:42:00.000+08:00

I died this morning.
It was almost like 13th march all over again.
I was so so ~~fucking~~ close.
I should've said Hi but...?
Sigh.
This is not supposed to happen.
No it shouldn't.

#105 TOTAL LOSER

2010-01-12T15:39:00.000+08:00

YES HELLO, LIM YAN JUN IS A TOTAL LOSER.
SHE SAW MR. DB AND COULDN'T TURN AWAY. (Kns, he play volley damn cool)
SHE SAW MR. CM AND COULDN'T REJECT A REQUEST.
BUT SHE PROBABLY WON'T SEE MR. DB EVER AGAIN.
BUT SHE PROBABLY WON'T TALK TO MR. CM MUCH ANYMORE.
(And I thought seeing RG yesterday was bad enough)

TOTALLY NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO 2010!

#104 Fengshui 2010

2010-01-05T19:15:00.000+08:00

My mother went to Lilian Toh's Feng Shui talk.
This year there would be a lack of water so make sure water is always around.

Monkeys will not have a very good year in 2010.

You will have a lack in direction and success.

Health not at its best, exercise more.

Conflict at work and with the law.

Money problems and relationship woes.

Sigh, now I'm being all superstitious.

#103 In Summary

2010-01-05T19:11:00.000+08:00

21th-28th
Trip to Hainan was a disaster. I really detest those village good-for-nothing free loaders. One thing I did enjoy was to spend time with my cousins and my niece and nephew. I spent Christmas Eve and Christmas Day shouting profanities at everyone, and no one in particular. My uncles are now known as 'those fucking useless idiots'. And I made my mother cry on Christmas Eve. Best out of the trip was the last two days at Haikou, because I could actually get some shopping done.
Mother keeps saying I should learn to control my temper and stop raising my voice at her. Maybe she should try not getting on my nerves.
Anyways, here are the pictures

Many many loves go to Teriza who took care of Bambi for me when I was away. ♥
I owe you one okay!
I totally get what 患难见真情 means now. I asked a couple of people, who are probably closer to me and had more reason to look after Bambi (e.g. her ex-owner) but I mostly got half-hearted answers. I only had to ask Teriza once and even before I explain the details to her, she just said: "Oh, okay lor. Can!" It took me by surprise but I'm really glad now, that I left Bambi in her care. Thanks Teriza, thanks a whole bunch(:

29th
Dinner with 0911 at The Glass House, Fish & Co.
It was SUPPOSED to be at Amara Hotel, I even went to take the trouble to contact Danial's mom couple of times to get things settled. But Silin and Wanyu thought it was too expensive. (Yes I am sour about that. Don't get some people sometimes, srsly) So I scraped it off completely and asked Yanzhen to plan instead. Dinner was fine, not really the get-together I was hoping but it went fairly well. I went late, because I was running post-trip errands such as sending our untouched windbreakers to the laundry. I gave Sandy (My Christmas Person) the Anna Sui mirror. Mummy blew when she knew because apparently it's retailing at $30++ in stores. Wtf, why does a stupid mirror like that cost so much? And Rachel got me a planner from Korea with a BigBang-album like cover. I would have used it, but you'll soon know why not(: Yiting (My Santa) got me this Chihuahua soft toy thingy. I don't really know how I can put the toy to use but I appreciate her effort(: Photos are with Alina and they're not up yet, so, soon(:

30th
Pasir Ris Dog Run with Sharlyn (+Chloe), Weihui (+Cheese and Kitkat) and her sister and her friends.
Also the day Bambi started humping other dogs.

31st
Lunch cum Tea at With a pinch of salt
Started off badly because I left my house in such a rush that I forgot to bring my phone and the others were horribly late. But turned out fine afterwards because the food was good! And the company was amazing, as usual. I tried their Cookies and Cream smoothie (awesome stuff), Cheese Fries (guuuuuuuuuuuuud) and their baked rice (not bad!). The whole present exchange thing was super emotional. Weihui and Zhijun and Deannie cried! My Christmas person was Weidi and my Santa was Sharlyn(:
First to give out presents was Weihui, who had burnt CDs of songs she though suited us. Mine was supposedly 'Powerhouse' and I really do like the songs, esp the Disney ones(: Then it was Zhijun, who made each of us a personalised card (Mine was just a piece of paper that said Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year :/)! Next was Weidi who got us snowglobes ♥! Then it was SHARLYN! :D She got me -hold your breath- a box of stuff! She got me a pair of grooming scissors (present for Bambi), socks (i requested for it!), chocolates (loveeeeeeeeee, the peanut butter one is super good!!!!!!), sweets, and MY KIKKI-K PLANNER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love it to bits!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I already updated whatever I need and am bringing it along wherever I go. It's so cute, and useful, and nice, and light, and awesome!!!!!!! LOVE YOU FELLOW BABI! Yes, she practically fufilled my whole Xmas List! :D Heeheeheehee

#86 Xmas' arnd th corner

2009-12-25T21:11:00.004+08:00

For Christmas, please get me,

Hightops

2010 Planner

A Good Read

Artbox-something

Mirror

Socks

Earphones

Ice Cream

Hotel Stay

Flowers

Sweets

Accessories

Ikea-something

Big Red Apple (OPI)

Pink-something

Backpack

Bedsheets

Chocolates

Christmas Tree

Personalised-something

Love

Friendship

Trust

A smile

A hug

A hand written card

A hand written letter

Or anything else that would make me happy,

I already got the best Christmas gift I could ever receive.
I got Bambi,

#102 Time wasted.

2009-12-20T00:52:00.000+08:00

I want to practice but Mummy and Yang just refuses to go to sleep. :/
1 plus day to Hainan trip, I will really miss Bambi. ):
BBQ cancelled, now I can't even be bothered to get the present.

Once again I feel like I need to take a break from this god damn place.

Hallelujah, I'm fallin' I'm fallin' fallin'

#101 Falalalalala

2009-12-17T03:05:00.000+08:00

Today was my last day of work. Fucking happy. I finally have time to slack and pack my room and pack for the trip and prepare everything and get ready for christmas and pass people their presents.

Here's a summary of what my past week has been like.

5th dec: Rahim asked us if we're on for performing. The other girls were damn on and I seemed to be the only one hesitating so I think we're going for it. Some dude called Jonas is going to come choreo for us and stuff. Should be interesting.

12th dec: SUNDOWN FESTIVAL SEOUL'D OUT!!!!!!!!!! Damn awesome!!!!!!! Let the pictures tell you the story. I had the best spot and fucking great view. Hongki from FT and Minchul of T-Max pointed at me. Can you imagine what a great night I had?
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=140168&id=623556425

13th dec: Weidi birthday at Fish & Co. Ion. Love my girls!!!!!!!! Sharkie's Jug is an awesome drink! The Birthday Rap was pretty cool. Weidi, I mean Julia, is now 17!!!!

17th dec: Last day of work! I will miss Tangs ):

#100 If you're happy and you know it...

2009-12-07T00:06:00.000+08:00

Run like this!

#99 It runs in the family

2009-11-29T23:58:00.002+08:00

Bambi's a bitch.
Like mother like daughter.

#98

2009-11-29T23:48:00.000+08:00

I'm having two incredibly interesting conversations with David and JK. :D

I have a very sad story to tell, I've been telling this sad story to a lot of people but I'm gonna tell it again.
It starts with someone offering me a free ticket to Korea. Yes, A FREE TICKET TO KOREA, THIS IS LIKE A THOUSAND NIGHTS OF DREAMS WORTH.
But it clashes with my family's trip to Hainan.
AND FUCKING HELL MY MOTHER IS BEING DIFFICULT.
I need (and I will) get her to agree to it.

Screw ittttttttttttt!!!!!

#97 Damn right I will

2009-11-29T13:27:00.001+08:00

I want to be very rich in the future.
Have a high flying career that would gain me respect.
Have every Prada Chanel Gucci LV item
Drive a Lambourgini convertible and a mini cooper.
Have a maid to maintain my going-to-be-rather-big house.
Live in a penthouse with big windows and a huge balcony.
Filled with designer furniture carefully hand-picked by me.
Have 2 well trained and lovable dogs to fill the house with loveeee.
Have my family come over every saturday for dinner.
Open my house to every celebration there is; birthdays, anniversaries whatever.

This may sound lonely and sad but it is my dream life.

P.S Last night was beyond amazing.

Fan I love your house and I love you my friend!

#96 NO SCHOOL BUT MORE WORK

2009-11-28T01:25:00.000+08:00

School has ended suckerzzzzzzzzzzz. Not much difference for me though. I pretty much poned the last 2 weeks.
But anyways, I told myself I had to celebrate the end of school days some way or another so I TREATED MYSELF TO A PEDICURE MANICURE SESSION! Paid $35 in total. I am damn happy with the results. Hot pink OPI for fingers and purple + midnight blue on alternate toes! :D :D :D :D I shall upload photos of them when I'm free!
Read The Lost Symbol till I fell asleep at don't know what time.
Went to the Rangoon Road Bak Kut Teh for breakfast. Not fantastic or whatever, don't know why my mother keep saying it's damn good. :/ And the service sucked so bad. They even made us take our own soup when we asked for refill. But they allowed us to dine with Bambi, which was good.
Then I took a train to Dhoby Ghaut from Little India. Rushed to Daiso to get nonsense and then to Times and bought 1984 by George Orwell! Mdm Ang said it's an awesome read so I'm looking forward to it~
Worked with JK today! Fun!, because he's really funny and I don't get bored when we work together. Actually, human traffic was pretty good today. Sales hit $600 over, first time ever for the days I've worked.
OH OH OH I SAW DHARNI WALK BY!!!!!! OMGXZXZXXZ. He was smoking though, which made me wince a bit but he's still cool (:

P.S. Bank In Grave Danger. Need To Save. Start Now.

#95 Ten Things Your Zodiac Hates

2009-11-26T00:08:00.004+08:00

Aquarius

People who dress in a boring way
I used the dress the same way for at least 2 years straight. Shirt and Bermudas, a fashionista, wasn't I? Oh, and I only had 2 pairs of bermudas.

Junk food
True, I don't really enjoy Junk Food but I still eat it. (My brother's an Aquarius and he LOVES Junk Food)

Talking about the past
I get chills when I talk about my past (dont know why, i swear) but I still do.

Psychiatrists
Never been to one, I'll let you know when I get there.
Actually, yes, those mental things do scare me abit.

Gossip
When it's about me or anyone I care about, other than that, count me in.

Those that aren't practical
Hmmmmm?

People who don't pick up after their pets
Uh huh, that's why I always bring a poo-bag around when I'm out with Bam.
But I didn't clean up her pee when she did her business at the void deck...does that count?

A lack of loyalty
Ok true

Being the third wheel to a couple
Yes, that's why I gave up on RG. Gf was too big an issue.

Getting their hands dirty
Hmmm, kindaaaaa true. That's why I have my wet tissues and my sanitizer (:

Half of the things are nonsense. Bull D:

#94 It's just me and you

2009-11-20T00:04:00.004+08:00

Screw, I'm not going to school tomorrow.

Went to school today after like 'oversleeping' for the past 2 days.

Tried to sit through 2 lectures; Math and GP but I just couldn't take it anymore and decided to pon Bio. I love Bio, don't get me wrong but I would have just fallen asleep and that would be rude! So I went to AMKhub to help Anita and the publicity team to get stuff for the Choir board. Tried the Roti Prata at the 2nd level which I have been wanting to try since forever. Then yang came and we went to Fish & Co. for The Best Fish & Chips in town!!!!!

Halfway through Anita called to ask if I could get back asap so I left yang with the cash and left.

Choir Board thing went pretty nicely! The Choir people are really actually quite nice!! Jae, David, Anita, Rachel, Simon and Gloria (left early was there). So yeah it was pretty fun and everything. In the 2~3 hours, talked to them more than I have in total in the past year. I am very happy with choir! :D :D

I suspect Bambi has fleas (fuck), I'm going to bring her to the vet first thing tomorrow morning.

#93 What would you see at the end of the road

2009-11-17T12:22:00.002+08:00

I don't know what I'm looking forward to.

#92 Always look on the bright side of life

2009-11-16T22:20:00.003+08:00

Today was the first day of school since OP. Was not looking forward to it. And it didn't turn out good either. I am not going to school tomorrow. I spent lectures trying to sleep and watching The Da Vinci Code.

Results out today. Then we had pizza. Then we went to U.D.D.E.R.S for ice cream. Had to pay for PW group which was kind of forced upon but whatever I think we all deserve a treat(: The ice cream was really good, much better than the Mars bar one I had the other time. The company and atmosphere was awesome too. It was one of our successful class outings. We spammed the message blackboard with nonsense like screw project work and jaiho. Then we voted for flavors that were pretty interesting like laksa and maggi mee tom yam flavor and whatnots.

After that, Aaron, XianKai, Sijie, Mingliang, Ronathan, Jiaqi, Yanzhen, Cheryl, Alina, Yuting and I went to Kovan to play pool which was hell lot of fun. Especially when Yanzhen got drunk on alcohol ice cream and started acting weird. It was a fantastic bonding session. It'll be good if we could go out like that again!

Y, you are wonderful so don't let him bring you down. ♥

#91 The end of days

2009-11-15T23:16:00.003+08:00

I don't know what I'll do when the day comes. Would I cry till the earth crumple beneath my feet and bury me up? Or would I call to God for help? Would I be with my loved ones? Would I have learnt to love someone by then? Would I save my family, my dog, my friends or myself? Would I die in regret? Would I last through it? Would it come?

It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile.

Every kiss I can't forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cause I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

I just want to be with you
Cause living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cause I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

Baby can you feel it coming?
You know I can hear it,
Hear every soul,
Baby when you feel me feeling you

You know it's time...

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love

You know I ain't giving up on us
You know I ain't giving up on
Oh I ain't giving up on us

What would you do?

#90 'Cause every little thing you do

2009-11-15T22:43:00.005+08:00

"I didn't know how to react when I saw the 'I love you' you typed out.
Did it mean anything?"

1. I'm looking for a good read, any recommendations?
2. Shizzz, totally not looking forward to school tomorrow.

#89 Tiring but fun

2009-11-10T23:08:00.005+08:00

Wth, my Xmas list isn't even up yet.

Have been working for the past few days so I don't have the time to blog at all. Yes! I started working at CK Tang already! Everyone free must come visit and buy some chocolates okay! I give you staff price!
It's really tiring because I have to stand 8 hours straight. But I'm still having lots of fun. Colleagues are awesome people. Sunday was with JK who is really a jk. Chen/Song from the next stall is also really friendly although I don't really approve of his stereotyping of JC people and language. He happens to Allison's schoolmate! And today was with Shanshan who is really really nice (: Today was exhausting though, for 4 hours we had no sales at all. And up till the 6th hour we only had $3.90!! :O

I skipped the lunch break and left early for the 0911 BBQ at Ronathan's. Was awesome!! Bambi was the celebrity of the night. Everyone loved her (RIGHT?!?!) and even those with dog-phobia tried to stroke her (:
Highlight: It was probably the first time we've seen the guys so responsible. Ronathan hosted the BBQ, wow. They (okay, mingliang only) was doing the cooking , wow wow. And they cleaned up the place after the BBQ, wow wow wow.
I shall blog in greater detail when the pictures are up. C:

#88 I love saturdays!

2009-11-07T20:26:00.004+08:00

I wanted to blog about this but it slipped my mind because I was so so tired. TT talked about the choir concert we're gonna have next year! It's going to be musical and it's gonna be disney based! The Lion King, Beauty and the Beast as well as Aladdin! I am really really excited about it because the songs of these shows were awesome! I really really like Lion King and Beauty and the Beast. And A Whole New World is amazing ♥ I REALLY CAN'T WAIT FOR IT. I took off because there's Choir this friday. That's how much I'm looking forward to it!

Today was awesome. Woke up at 6am and followed Mummy to bring Yang to school for band. Then I was left to loiter around the empty and seemingly haunted Parkway Parade from 8.30 - 9.30 I really love Parkway, when it's open. I couldn't even drink KOI because it wasn't open. Then met Selena and headed to Bayshore Park. Lesson was awesome. Love the song; Spanish by Craig David. Would you dance with me~ TERIZA CAME! THAT WAS THE BEST THING EVERRRRR. I would've stayed for the 1pm-3pm lesson but couldn't because of PW.

Cab-ed to Compass point with Teriza, bought lunch then headed down to Cheryl's. Rehearsal went pretty smoothly. Managed to rehearse 3-4 times. Cheryl has a really nice house. Big and new and big and new. :O Took a photo with my Fujifilm but it turned out really black because we thought the mode was 'very bright day'. Wanted to take another one but it ran out of film. :/

#87 All I want to say is that, they don't really care about us

2009-11-06T21:17:00.003+08:00

I was supposed to blog about my Xmas wish list, it's post 86 but I am too tired to do so.

Today was a long long day. We had our last official practice in front of Miss Adele Lim today. OP is next monday. 9th November. Doomz Day. It's either we make it or don't.

There's this part of me that is fucking freaking goddamn-ly happy for PW and Chinese would finally be over. But thinking back, I may actually miss these times. Pointless Chinese lessons that most of the time turned into slacking sessions. And painful work, which was just hell, with a little hint of joy in it. Now I have the right to go, "I AM FUCKING DONE WITH PW, BITCH!"

I've been enjoying the last few weeks of PW. With all these presentations and whatnots, it seems like the class has really bonded together. We've sat together for lunch twice in this week which was a really rare sight in the past. Lessons are always filled with laughter and rubbish. I used to think the guys in the class were assholes but it seems like they are more than they seem to be.

16th is the dreaded date. We'll get to know if 0911 would be able to move to J2 as a class or in pieces. I truly truly hope the former doesn't happen. I don't want my clique to be left with 4 members next year. I still want to meet Sandy at the interchange or on the bus and ride home together. I don't want the number of boys in the class to become lesser than it already is. I don't want register number 1 to be gone. I don't want my secondary school mate to leave! I want 0911 to stay 0911. ):

After all the OP rehearsals, Jiaqi, Yanzhen, Alina and I went to hang at Bishan Swensens. Our supposedly weekly coffee session didn't really work out. We need to go again next week kxz!

After that was Choir. TT came and he is simply awesome. Love his style of teaching and sense of humour! He has a shihtzu toy poodle cross called Huffy! Bambi and Huffy can totally be BFFs! We did Ave Maria, a sacred christian song which was really really good. I seriously can't wait for Czech to come. I love love choir so so much now! :D

#85 And she said, 'please stay.'

2009-10-29T21:40:00.002+08:00

Today was the first time in 2 weeks I've been in school for morning assembly.

Which ended up to be the worst one ever because I stepped on a centipede on my way to the parade ground.

Then it was chinese lecture. Was supposed to pon it but its the last one before D-Day on Monday so I went. Ended up spending the whole time reading 隐私MSN (good read). But 陈老师 gave some pretty good hints to us.

PW lesson was wasted. No one could concentrate so a couple of us went to catch Imagine That. The movie was average but the company was good (:

Then I meet up with Weihui and we talked about things. Some that I haven't told anyone for weeks and months.

Then Sharlyn came and we had Hainanese Chicken Rice for dinner. It was pretty good, I must say. After which we went to Udders (actually means cow's nipples, did you know!) to have ice cream. Had Stickers Mars Honeycomb Vanilla which was...unique, but not that much to my taste.

Sharlyn was angsty today, I was being very whiny today and Weihui was laid-back(?).

I love those girls to bits.

To these loved ones,

Seokteng, Cheryl, Sandy, Nicole, Alina and Ronathan.

I know you guys are really discouraged now. But don't ever lose hope alright. I'm sure Mdm Ang and Ms Lim will fight the hardest they can to help you.

I'll be here giving all the blessings I can.

Stay strong and fight hard.

I love each and every one of you and I know 0911 would be incomplete without you.

Please stay.

#84 What is this I'm feeling?

2009-10-29T00:25:00.004+08:00

I like the way you don't seem to want to look my way but eventually do.
I like the way we exchange glances and then you smile back. (I like your smile)
I like the way you came close so comfortably although it didn't last long.
I like the way you answer my questions even though they weren't directed at you.
I like the way this secret will always stay one and no one would know this...
I think I like you?
♥

#83 Comeback post

2009-10-27T02:01:00.004+08:00

HELLO WORLD!!!!!
I'M BACK!!!!!!!!

First up, I need to blog about Sharlyn Wongzy Pongzy because she asked me to. So here goes.

THANK YOU MY FELLOW BROTHER PORK FOR BEING THERE FOR ME WHEN I FIRST GOT BAMBI. ALL THE WAY TILL NOW.

YOU ARE MY FAVOURITE PUPPY ADVISOR EVER <3>

I THINK I WOULD'VE KILLED BAMBI THE FIRST DAY I GOT HER IF I WASN'T FOR YOU LAH SERIOUSLY!

WE WILL GO HONG KONG TOGETHER IN (DATE NOT DECIDED YET) OKAY! WE'LL HAVE LOTS AND LOTSA FUN!

AND SORRY FOR GENUINELY BELIEVING THAT YOU LIKED YOUR (OTHER) BROTHER. AFTER PARKWAY THAT DAY I THINK I CAN SAY YOU REALLY DONT ALREADY.

YOU'RE AN AWESOME FRIEND LET'S STAY FRIENDS FOREVER!

NEXT TIME YOU OPEN KINDERGARDEN I OPEN PET CLINIC OKAY!

Life after Promos were not Post-exams-ish at all. 3 Days was all I got and on 2 of the 3 days I had to go for my job training interview at The Chocolatier. WHICH IS WHERE I'M GOING TO WORK FROM 10 NOV TO 20 DEC BTW! BE SURE TO COME DOWN AND VISIT! CAN BUY SUPER GOOD EUROPEAN CHOCOLATE AT STAFF PRICE! I'LL BE AT CK TANG LEVEL 1! :D :D Right after those 3 days, it was back to ~~fucking~~ Projectwork. It's 2AM now and I'm still not asleep. Reason: PW.

I can't believe how time flies in JC. In 6 days, Chinese can kiss my fat ass goodbye forever. In 13 days, Project Work would be history. In 14 days, I WILL START WORKING!
How awesome is that (:

Promo results were not fantastic though.
GP: E
Math: E
Econs: S
Chem : U
Bio: B
Chinese : C (yes, idk wtfh happened)

I should probably buck up over the holidays for next year. But screw it (:

Last but definitely not the least,
Meet the newest addition to my already huge korean flooded family.

BAMBI

#81 Hiatus

2009-10-10T02:14:00.000+08:00

Promos in roughly 30 days. I guess I don't have much time left.

I haven't started studying on anything yet.

Have been online excessively for the past few weeks and gone crazy online shopping.

I guess it's time for me to limit myself.

Computer usage only limited to friday nights.

No more soompi/lj/allkpop/facebook.

And it's time to get my Study Timetable up and ready.

Let's get the mugging started.

.MIA.

#82 Park Jaebom, get your ass back to 2pm!

2009-09-09T12:39:00.006+08:00

Jae left 2pm, left jyp, left Korea.
This is enough reason to break my hiatus.

Screw what the antis say, screw what they think. You know that we've got your back!
Come back Jae): 2PM just ain't right without you.

7-1=0

#80 Rahim

2009-08-28T18:13:00.006+08:00

"You've got your own style and strong flavour yj, just learn to let it out"

I don't know what's happening or what's to come. I don't know if our whole friendship/teacher-student-ship would be jeopardized after what has happened. I don't want this to end. We all don't. We said we'll follow you to the end. And we're more than prepared to keep our promise. We didn't walk out on you when it all happened. Please do not walk out on us now.

I remember seeing you teaching Jae some stuff the first time you took over us. I remember disliking your style of teaching because you weren't teaching the actual choreo. I remember you asking if we would like to learn techniques instead. I remember you joking and doing weird things in class. I remember us laughing along. I remember you bringing our class together. I remember us staying back after class to talk for the first time. I remember the awkward moments we had with one guy and 9 girls. I remember looking forward to dance ever saturday. I remember having fun.

You may not be my first instructor. You may not be the reason why I started. But.

But you were the one that kept us going. You were the one that made an effort to make classes fun. You were the one who taught us things we didn't know. You were the reason this class even continued. You were one who kept us going. You were the one who always stood by our side. You were the one we wanted to follow. You were the best instructor I ever had. You still are. And I believe you'll always be.

I hope to receive a reply soon. We actually had a Teacher's Day surprise planned for you tomorrow. We wanted you to know how special you are to us. How important.

"You've gotta make dance your passion.
You have to love it.
You have to live it."
"You need to dare to venture, dare to explore."
"Let it all out. Don't hold back."

Cher, I hope you get yourself (and us along) back on track. Without you, we're nothing.

#79

2009-08-18T05:58:00.002+08:00

I want this man
Now.

#78 Lady Gaga

2009-08-13T15:51:00.003+08:00

"Lady Gaga told you to fuck off"

#77 Drunken Tiger JK

2009-08-10T08:51:00.002+08:00

Question feat. Ann, Drunken Tiger

I miss your face,
the funny things you used to say
Made me cry today,
I don't wanna cry no more,
No more...

Why do bad things happen to them good people,
Is it your way of tellin me that we are all equal?
Lord, you the one who taught me bout the good and evil
Lord, you the one who taught me bout the good and evil

Somebody's dying today and new babys are born,
Some celebrate their life and other's heart's are torn,
Some cry at the funeral, others party the birthdays,
Some say that it's a zen ying yang the earthway,
God gave it a life so he could take it away at anytime he wants
No matter how much I pray, when the time is done
Lordy Lord don't have no mercy,
When it's time to go,
Well it's time to go...
Life's a -----, then you die, I know
But Lord, how do you choose whos staying and who's not?
and I was praying with all my heart that you choose not him, not her
and why not them Crooked cops and theives
Who took my watch and teeth,
Drug dealers and killers who just pop and then leave,
Criminals and pedifiles raping women and children,
Dumb presidents and villains
On a killing spree, to fill up they greed
To get what they need at all cost.

Why do bad things happen to them good people,
Is it your way of tellin me that we are all equal?
Lord, you the one who taught me bout the good and evil
Lord, you the one who taught me bout the good and evil

I'm loosing faith like my name was BIG,
The life after death, I don't know if I be up in heaven
For questioning you and having a doubt
Would you condemned me to hell if I scream
and shout to the Lord's name in vein
For that I'm going insane,
Feeling pain for my main man that left me early,
No mercy like that thug that I met up in Jersey
was trippin for my chain, he really wanted to hurt me,
Got me nervous on purpose, acted like he gonna mirk me
Shifty undercover cop lowdown and dirty playing God's game
Just to let me know he can
I'm a brave heart, but he had a gat in his hand,
He was a one of many devils
with them heavy metals,
Who likes to meddle with them people
with hearts of angels,
But my man wasn't,
He was a good father, a son, a loving husband,
Beloved by the dozen, 9 to 5 just to get by a regular dude
But he was gifted
His mind was a miraculous tool,
Watchin' his moves like spectacular cool.
He had passions of Christ and compassions of Buddha.
When my mind wondered off 3:10 to Yuma
He dealt with my pain and many others,
For real he felt my pain, better than any doctors,
He was a reason that I'm breathing and he's not no more...
What for, Lord, I know that the world is yours, What for...
He not breathing no more,
You didn't have to take him, we got devils galore...

Why do bad things happen to them good people,
Is it your way of tellin me that we are all equal?
Lord, you the one who taught me bout the good and evil
Lord, you the one who taught me bout the good and evil

I miss your face,
the funny things you used to say
Made me cry today,
I don't wanna cry no more,
No more...

#76 Taeklove

2009-08-04T21:51:00.003+08:00

Dork4Liifexz

P.S I got chased out of school today for being 'socially unresponsible' ): Screw ze cough.

#75

2009-07-30T23:50:00.003+08:00

And I thought life was finally going to slow down...

(我说的，我会做到的。)

#74

2009-07-27T00:30:00.002+08:00

Missed school for a week.
I've missed quite a alot, according to Rachel.
Quite nervous.
Scully cannot catch up.
GG liao.

#73

2009-07-20T10:40:00.001+08:00

I'm a fever away from being quarantined.

#72

2009-07-18T01:34:00.002+08:00

I really like you.
I don't know why either.
I don't like the way everything you do can affect my mood.
But I can't seem to turn away.
Now please tell me what I should do.
Tell me, RG.

#70 Headache

2009-07-09T21:40:00.003+08:00

I've been having this on-off headache for days already. I keep hallucinating that I'm going to die soon. Seriously, if Michael Jackson can die out of the blue, who can say that wouldn't happen to anyone else. :/

Omg fate hates me. On the only day I went for K.O Night. The main reason I went, Ben, wasn't there. And the only day I decided NOT TO GO?!?!?!?! KNS BEN WAS MCING AND YOKOI WAS THERE. WALAO EH FATE MAI AH NI KUAN LEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

A Level oral today. I was surprisingly calm! Convo topic was pretty easy too. Heh Heh C:
我的晨阿～我的太阳啊～爱你～～～～如果没有你的鼓励，我刚刚就死定了。星期六我们一起加油啊！

Ok PW needs me now.

#69 yokoiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

2009-07-08T01:12:00.001+08:00

Best, ever.

#68

2009-07-01T19:54:00.001+08:00

#67

2009-07-01T19:00:00.002+08:00

Saying that The Big Groove was good is an understatement.
Although the lack of sleep kind of cost me to screw up my Math Paper the next day but hell with it. Everything TBG had made up for it.

Thanks to Cher we had super good seats (Center block, 4th row) and the show, it was just bizarrely amazing. Cool Mint had me awed at their stage presense and their timing was sibei zhun, it's scary. Pink dollar had me laughing all the way. You guys are so so awesome! O crew, needless to say, anything with Ben in it is awesome to the max 8D All Stars, 5+5 and SD crew were very impressive too. Especially 5+5 which added Wushu/Kungfu elements to their performance o.o All Stars had this super cool visual effect at the beggining :O
I didn't know who WCO was before this Sunday but now I am a freaking fan. They are suprcalifrangilisticaspialidocious(sp?) beyond description. I have no idea who is who still but I REALLY REALLY LIKE WHITE-CLOTH-ON-HEAD GUY and SHORT-AND-CHUBBY GUY. Omg Poppers are so awesome. 8D 8D 8D

"DOPE!"

#66 Excited for tmr! :D

2009-06-20T03:09:00.003+08:00

I am a fan.

Step Up 1 & 2 are now officially the most watched movies. The only two movies that has the honour to be in my redundantly huge 120GB classic. Been having the urge to watch bits and pieces here and there to savour certain awesome moments in the movie and end up watching the whole thing all over again. It's amazing, really. Briana is mind-blowing. Because freestyling is shizo hard and she does it jaw-droppingly well. Effortlessly.

Speaking of watching stuff. I actually got talked into watching anime with my brother. Started yesterday and we're already at episode 15 of Naruto Shippuuden! It's quite good, I must say. Although the fighting scenes are always excruciatingly long with brainless close-ups of sweat, of fingers, of eyes, of hair and pointless stillshots of the wind and leaves and stuff.

8D Dinner with clique tomorrow! It's gonna a hell lot of random ramblings and bitching and laughing and camwhoring. Fellow babi why euux cannort come worxz! An zua you ah ni kuan! ):

Can't say I'm really looking forward to class. Alot has been happening and I don't get why we are the ones pinpointed. But it's a hell lot of bullshit and I hope someone puts to an end to it soon.

Mid Years in 9 days. Congratulations, you are only barely through Bio and Econs, just started on Math and hardly touched Chinese and Chemistry. Good luck for the promotions.

Which brings me to TBG! Woahoooooooo first time attending and I bet it won't be the last. Gonna see Amanda and Trecia and Melvin(?) again! 8D Maybe Daniel will come back! 8D *Shakes with excitement*

It's way past bedtime, goodnight!

#65

2009-06-19T14:38:00.001+08:00

Screw the prank calls.

#64

2009-06-14T07:08:00.003+08:00

Can't decide what's sexier, Adam or Lambert? C:

But no, it's immoral to look so happy holding a man's hand! Hatechu drake-o malfoy.

Support his talent yj, not his sexuality.
It's okay! I'm going to pay Da Vinci a visit at the Science Centre later. He's not gay! Well, even if he was, he's dead. Ho. :D

#63

2009-06-14T06:06:00.002+08:00

Why do I have the sudden feeling I'm wasting my life away?

I should be doing something productive. Like studying at the library every single day. But I spent the whole of yesterday doing.... absolutely nothing. Had some pointless talk with a self-proclaimed major figure that made no sense. Went to watch ko.night which was interesting but eye candy wasn't there so the cons outweighs the pros. Far east square was literally filled with people carrying bags and bags and bags of... Sexy Diamond. It was almost like going to a Sexy Diamond convention. (OH, googled it and apparently an outlet of Sexy Diamond just opened at The Heeren!) You'll see me window shopping there soon! Be'cus I'm a poorass student.

Screw, see what I'm trying to get to? After all the talk about wanting to be doing productive work, I'm actually planning to waste more time!

I've been having troubles sleeping these days. Have been having weird dreams like finding out I'm not my mother's real kid...?! There's one that felt really really real. I could literally feel the heat of his palms and my heart skipping a beat. Freaky, to say the very least.
I slept at 2 and woke up at 5 today. Dang?

The birds are chirping already. Time to try to get back to sleep.

#62 Annoyed

2009-06-08T23:08:00.003+08:00

edit

Taking the sensible approach.

Works better, doesn't it?

#61

2009-06-05T00:29:00.002+08:00

): I miss you guys. I really really do.

Xiaohua! I have no idea where you are now. Haven't seen you in years, literally. Please come back soon! A gathering wouldn't seem quite right without you. I miss you I miss you I miss you!

Xiang! I never told you this because it didn't seem quite right. But I was overjoyed, thrilled, over-the-top happy when I saw you wearing the shirt I got you last Christmas. You have no idea how much that means to me. You are probably one of the best best bestest friends I have ever met. I miss you I miss you I miss you!

Taishi! I'm glad, really really glad that we're going for dinner soon. It's a great thing that we still make an effort to contact each other. We have SO MUCH to catch up with. We shall visit her soon, yeah?

Juan! I hope hope hope hope that you're not out of Singapore already! ): I heard you were going to England. I hope I didn't miss you ): I thought we said we were going to Kbox together soon! ): I miss you I miss you I miss you!

Sigh, I feel like such a failure after the tkp gathering I was trying to organise died a miserable death last year.

))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

How I wish I could turn back time? To the times at Xiang's house, Xupeng's house, our late nights out, our kbox sessions, our loitering-of-orchard, our random movies, our card playing, our horror movie watching, our taxi rides, our BBQs, our drinking sessions, our sleepovers, all those times we've had. Unforgetable times they are.

#60

2009-06-04T23:33:00.003+08:00

The Pussycat Dolls were amazing.
The limelight was for Nicole mostly but Kimberly can really dance. She was on my side of the stage throughout. Enjoyed it, despite having the whining sleepy cousin sitting beside me. PCD FAN!

P.S. Cher! Teach us more feminine moves also leh!

#59

2009-06-01T23:31:00.011+08:00

Truth is I didn't go to Bintan.

The place is called Tanjong Pinang (didn't know until I was actually there), and nowhere near to being as highclass as Bintan. Went to stay at a Kelong with Aunty Rachel and a bunch of her Bowling kakis who are all really awesome people.

It was 2 days and a night of relaxation, living the laid back life that could have once been Singapore. It was Amazing. Unbelievable. Unforgettable.

It's hard to put something so beautiful in words so I'll let the pictures do the talking.

There was one part I didn't manage to catch on camera though. The nightsky. It was breathtakingly beautiful, saw more stars in the sky than I've ever seen in my whole life.

Looks like a beautiful painting, doesn't it?
It starte drizzling all of a sudden and then, rainbows appeared! Yes, rainbows. Not just one but two! Although the other was so faint it couldn't be captured by the camera.
FAVOURITE SNAP OF THE TRIP. THIS MAGNIFICENT SHOT TAKEN BY YOURS TRULY CAN EASILY PASS OFF AS A OPENING SCENE FOR A HOLLYWOOD MOVIE, DON'T YOU AGREE?! THERE'S EVEN AN EAGLE FLYING BY FOR DRAMATIC EFFECT. An Unidentified Flying Object that appeared suddenly behind the clouds while I was happily snapping away at the beautiful sunset. That's the moon, believe it or not. Looks awfully like a slice of white orange doesn't it.
When I saw the boat sail by, something clicked in my head and James Bond appeared. Doesn't this picture remind you of the scene in Casino Royale where Daniel Craig sits in the boat with his lover smooching? The cliche breakup scene. Boy says he can't take it anymore and walk away solemly. Girl turns and runs away while wiping her tears off her face. ZE JOKE. Wouldn't this lovely picture of dad and daughter make a perfect campaign photo for some Father's Day thing?
Saw a stick on the ground and had an inspiration to act as some conquerer, with a trusty right hand boy
"HEEE?!"

Don't we just look ready to kill with those water guns?
This was once upon a time a facia expression I only exchanged with my brother

I really liked the outcome of the tiny bun on the top of my head experiment.

And my sexy foot bids you goodbye

#58

2009-05-30T05:48:00.002+08:00

I need a haircut soon. My hair super duper PONG now. CMI CMI, I THINK I LOOK DAMN OLD OMG I AM 20 IF YOU ROUND MY AGE UP OMG I AM OLD. CMI CMI.

#57

2009-05-23T12:23:00.002+08:00

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head, I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very mad world, mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher, tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very mad world,
Mad world
Mad world
Mad world

HOOKED

#56

2009-05-23T12:08:00.002+08:00

Hi, before I go MIA for another week,

I THINK ADAM LAMBERT IS DAMN HOT. I WOULD HAVE MARRIED HIM, if he wasn't gay.

Oh kristy, why is he gay! I knew that the pouting and the tougue sticking and the grinding and all was something normal guys would NORMALLY NOT DO but WHO KNEW SUCH A HOT MAN WOULD BE GAY!?

brace yourself: http://dailysnoop.net/wp-content/uploads/2009/03/adam-lambert-gay-4.jpg

#55

2009-05-12T20:01:00.002+08:00

Saw him today. Three times during common lunch break. First time, think he just finished gyming. Second, while passing by the canteen to the bookshop. Then walking towards the Science block in front of me. Think he was going for Physics lab. After school, after wasting time at the library with Choir dudes, vounteerily walked toward the Grand Stand. Saw him again. Then while walking out of school, again. Lastlyyyy, we took the same bus back to amk. Stood beside each other, it was so awkward. I contemplated saying Hi but every last bit of courage I thought I had kind of ran away once I got any nearer than 5m away from him.

I guess he was on his way to meet his girlfriend.

GG lah, GG.

#54

2009-05-06T11:21:00.002+08:00

I want to say that I'm proud of us, we've come a long way. I want to be optimistic and think, this is not the end. I want to feel that it's okay, because we've tried out best. I want to believe that this doesn't really matter. I want to know that we can still make it.

But everything crumbles when I replay the scene,
I have my face buried in my hands, I tell myself, "Please please please, give us a Gold."
And the announcer goes, "Choir 11, Nanyang Junior College, Silver."
I don't dare lift my head, I don't want this to be true. But when I do, I see disappointed faces staring back at me. Then I hear sobs. Yang Ling and Nabilah are crying. I forced out a smile, but no one smiles back.

"I knew it."

Choir meeting, 3pm at i-Space later. I need someone to win my faith and confidence back. Because Limyanjun is best at running away from things.

#53

2009-05-03T10:55:00.000+08:00

Ending it, goodbye, I don't need friends like that.

#52 2PM

2009-04-30T23:25:00.002+08:00

2PM!
I am addicted. Again and Again has the most awesome choreography and omggggggggggggg JUNSU & TAEKYEON & JUNHO & JAEBOM ♥♥♥♥♥

Junsu, I don't know, I just like his face and everything, oh and lead vocal!
Taekyeon, just because he waved to me from the coach that night ♥
Junho, because he looks like Rain, while not looking too desperate to be like him.
Jaebom, HE HAS GOT THE MOVES I SWEAR.

Cool righttttttttt. So junsu is the one that looks like he just came back from north pole, taekyeon is the one who looks like he wants to snap your head off, junho is facing side ways showing his very sexy jawline beside mr penguin and....... actually all of them look good here!

I know majority of them look like idiots but pay attention to 2nd from the left and 4th from the right! Darlings ♥!

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOfishnoodle

Omg I am exhilarated today because me see you! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

#51

2009-04-29T21:52:00.003+08:00

HAHAHHA HELLO I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I AM DOING ONLINE I AM SUPPOSED TO BE CHIONGING WORK BEFORE I SUFFER FROM SLEEP DEPRIVATION (if there's such a word) AND PMS TMR. HAHAHAHHAHAA.

I AM QUITE HAPPY TODAY LEH. :D

FRIDAY NO SCHOOL FRIDAY NO SCHOOL FRIDAY NO SCHOOL FRIDAY NO SCHOOL
星期五没有学校！

we kinda look alike right. but i am so much taller i know.
i think we damnnnnnnnnnnn cute can coughespeciallymecough

saturday was lublub ♥

#50 Party of the nolifers

2009-04-24T23:59:00.004+08:00

Failed baby freeze attempt hahahahaha

Great. Life is getting more and more hectic. I never imagined life to be staying in school for more than 10 hours every day. SYF's getting nearer and nearer so practices are held more and more frequently. The only schoolday I'm free from CCA is Thurday and just happens school ends at 4.30 on that particular day. It has been test after test, endless homework that I am continuously doing but never seem to be able to complete. On top of that, life decides to play a crappy joke on me by making me the leader for my PW group and the Class' National Education Rep. I'll suffer from both physical and mental stress soon. :/

Mother Dearest just had to make life more miserable by packing my weekends up. Pulau Ubin walk this Sunday, Ranelle birthday the next. Who knows what's in stall for next next week?

I have tmr free though, planning to go flea-market shopping with Allison and Teriza then to meet Weihui and Sharlyn to Lepak at ATAS Starbucks. Hopefully I can get some homework done along the way.

I have PI Draft 3 due monday, Proteins/Nucleic Acid test, Chemical Bonding Quiz etc.

Shitterbugger (HAHHAHAHH it sounds pretty good!) I need to get used to this.

#49

2009-04-17T04:15:00.004+08:00

Ya lah walao lim yan jun you are such a loser have no life at all please go shoot yourself.

#48

2009-04-11T00:55:00.002+08:00

If I have the courage to do a Baby Freeze, how hard can a "Hi!" be?

Today was just, mg-awesome. Went to Clarke Quay at 4++ to rush school work when I realised I didn't bring any foolscap. (Math/Econs/Bio requires foolscap). So I practically wasted $5.50 on a Caramel Frap for nothing. :/ BUT! I saw that Taeyang lookalike from the GJbioguy experience again. Then met Allison and her rand(dontknwwhat) vampire clique whom, quite shockingly, remembers me! :D

Then I went to gym alone while watching School of Rock. I'm starting to like the feeling of jogging (so so wrong).

THEN IT WAS BBOY AT 9PM. I LIKE IT I LIKE IT I REALLY REALLY LIKE IT. I LIKE THE FOOTWORK I LIKE THE FLOORWORK I LIKE THE FREEZES. FTW! :D Less than an hour after I got to know what bboy is really about, I managed to do a Baby Freeze!

I KNOW I AM SO COOL THANK YOU VERY MUCH :D
HOPE I DON'T BREAK MY WRIST SOON D: (Is that why it's called breaking?)

#47 Happenings

2009-04-09T22:35:00.006+08:00

ME IS EMO NO MORE THANKS TO BIAO-GUYS-AT-GJ-ACCOMPLICE WU ZHI JUN THAT IS HAPPILY DANCING WITH CHARISMATIC SINGING GUYS IN TP BIZ SCHOOL WHICH IS FULL OF CUTE DUDES WHO THINKS SHE'S TOO TALL BUT WHOM I KNOW ALL SECRETLY LIKE HER. ME KNOW THAT WZJ WILL FIND A ZAI BOYFRIEND VERY VERY SOONXZ. ME IS INSPIRED TO SAY HI AND PURSUE MY HAPPINESS. ME NO CARE HE GIRLFRIEND. ME GONNA MAKE FRIENDS.

"ACT HIGH AND SAY HI" THIS IS GOING TO BE MY MOTTO. WHEN I GET THE CHANCE, I AM GOING TO SAY HI. AND SMILE. HE WILL NOT THINK THAT I AM SOME PSYCHO STALKER RIGHT. MAYBE I'LL SEE HIM STUDYING ALONE IN THE ATRIUM OR IN THE COMP LAB AGAIN.

ADD OIL.

CHAGIYAS. I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START. I JUST MISS YOU GIRLS SO SO SO SO MUCH. THE CONVO JUST NOW WAS JUST INSANE (WEIDI YOU ARE SO P NOT BEING ONLINE) SCHOOL FEELS INCOMPLETE WITHOUT OUR HAPPENINGS. I'M SORRY I PRACTICALLY LIVE ON ANOTHER PLANET NOW AND CAN'T MEET YOU ALL AT ALL ): LOVE YOU LOVE YOU "LET'S GROW OLD TOGETHER"

Bird! I think we are so cool. I'm sorry you were bombarded with "Hi Danial, I know you. From Yanjun" all around MJ BUT YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU RIGHTXZ. Can you imagine Soleil & Rachel talking?
"My best friend in JC are best friends with your best friend in JC!"
:D :D :D :D WE ROCK TO THE CORE.

晨阿~ 我爱你～～～～～我们都得加油，好吗？为爱拼搏，为自己的快乐努力。我们行的！对不对阿~~~~
失恋了没关系！我们就去狂唱一整天的k吧！！！
晨阿，君啊，加油！！！

BEST FRIEND IN NANYANG. YOU MAKE JC LIFE MUCH MORE ENJOYABLE THAN IT SHOULD BE. THANK YOU FOR APPROACHING TO SAY HI DURING ORIENTATION :D STAY OVERLY ENTHU ALWAYS AND LET'S HOPE WE LAST TILL POST-JC OKAY! :D GO(H) RACHEL!

#46

2009-04-08T23:57:00.002+08:00

Could you please just check your fb and accept the friend request so that I can stop feeling so miserable?
Could you please stop ignoring me in school so I don't have to act like I want to dao you as well?
Could you please get rid of that girlfriend of yours that's making me so fucking non-existant in your life?
Could you please give me some sign on whether I should continue or just stop before it's too late?

Could you please tell me what I should do because I can't seem to get over you.

这次，我是来真的。

如果，我有勇气的话。
我会试着争取自己的快乐，我会试着让他注意到我的存在，我会试着跟他交上朋友。直到有一天，我会说出我埋没许久的感受。被拒绝，无所谓，至少我尝试过真真爱一个人。
可惜，我没那种勇气。

我只敢无时无刻在人海中寻找他的身影。我只敢在发现他后趁他不注意瞄他一眼。我只敢在他走过的时候希望他有一天会停下来对我说句话。我只敢在看见他后保持一整天的笑容。我只敢在看见他和女友在一起的时候无言地把视线移开。我只敢让心中的痛觉把慢慢地把我吞没。我只敢静静地期待他注意我的那一天。我只敢不断地不断地祈祷他有一天会是“我的”。我只敢……什么都不做。

所以，不会有结果的。

#45

2009-04-02T20:30:00.002+08:00

"Add as Friend"
这算是我勇敢的第一步吧。
但也就如此而已。

#43 Giving up

2009-03-30T16:40:00.002+08:00

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go.

今天，我们算是有缘吧，碰了三次面。但我现在只想永远永远不再见到他。心。好。痛。

#42 Eye Candy!

2009-03-27T21:08:00.005+08:00

Omg, I think I'm overwhelmed by the sudden presence of the opposite sex in school. I find myself scanning for that extra second in the canteen everyday.

THERE'S THIS GUY WHO HAS T.O.P EYES OMG CAN YOU BELIEVE IT.
AND THERE IS THIS GUY THAT LOOKS LIKE BEN, AH BENG ATTITUDE AND ALL. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT AGAIN?! AND THERE IS ALSO THIS GUY WHO LOOKS LIKE A SINGAPORE VERSION OF LEE JUN KI?!???!?! KNS, TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE RIGHT?!

( p.s. Last last post's 'this person' isn't in here)

BUT OMG, T.O.P LOOKALIKE HAS EYES LIKE IT'S EYELINER-DRAWN. CANNOT TAKE IT. YOU WILL GET DRAWN INTO HIS EYES, REALLY (I know his name, class and that he's R. *stalker smirk*)

LEE JUN KI ^$@)(&#@(# I THINK 70% OF THE GIRLS KNOW WHO HE IS. HE CUT HIS HAIR SO HE ISN'T SO GOODLOOKING ANYMORE LAH. BUT STILLLLLLL, OMG . (I know his name and class and CCA and his secondary school and who he hangs out with.)

I noticed Ben-person today. He was sitting like a Chao Ah Beng staring around with the nb look. Our gaze happened to cross and I kinda got shocked by how he resembled Ben. I don't know much about him but I think he's in Volleyball.

I've got a new name for that person. It shall be RG from now on. I saw RG yesterday. I saw RG. I actually saw RG! After hoping/wishing/praying for 12 days. Maybe I was trying too hard, because I just happened to see RG while looking around for my eye candies. :/ I feel like such an idiot not stopping to say Hi. I just turned and walked away. Lim Yan Jun is such a jerk D: So well, I was practically smiling to myself for the rest of the day. The first thing I did when I came home was to write a 4-pages long journal entry on RG. And It ended with "If I see RG again tmr, IT WILL MAKE MY WEEKEND, SERIOUSLY." I did see RG in the morning during flag-raising. But only the backview for like 1/4 second. D: (wth) So I'm not really satisfied and so I'm going to be a sore ass this weekend. But now I know RG's class is likely to be in the 20s-30/J2.

I cannot tahan the fact that there isn't anyone I can talk about this with in school T-T Not that I don't trust anyone enough but, they don't know me well enough to understand why! D: I feel like exploding ): But I think I may get to see RG on tuesday so that's good news right! :D Maybe we'll just happen to sit beside each other and stuff (: OKAY CANNOT GET MY HOPES HIGH.

OHOH, GUESS WHAT! I always thought yanjun was a rare name. Like, who would name their kid Yanjun right. No meaning at all please. BUT IN NANYANG, THERE ARE 2 OTHER PEOPLE WHO ARE CALLED YAN JUN. One is a Tan Yan Jun (A TEACHER) and another Yan Jun (cheena guy) WHO IS IN CHOIR! And coincidentally, YJ stands for Yishun JC which is quite near to our school so we talk about it sometimes. YANJUN/YJ IS NOT UNIQUE ANYMORE LAH KTHXBAIXZ.

P.S. DANIAL I HATE YOU FOR SPOILING YOUR PHONE.
P.S.S DANIAL CAN I BOOK YOU TO WATCH CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC?
P.S.S.S DANIAL PLEASE CALL/SMS ME A REPLY.

I WANT A CHALET WITH MY CHAGIYAS.
I WANT TO GO KATONG SHOPPING CENTRE WITH TAISHI FOR DINNER + CJ.
I WANT TO GO K WITH MY GUAS.
I WANT TO HAVE ANOTHER SUCESSFUL EVENT WITH SKITH.
I WANT TO STAY AT THE STUDIO WITH ALLISON/TERIZA ALL DAY LONG.
I WANT TO PLAY NETBALL AGAIN.

I WANT TO DO ALOT OF THINGS, BUT I CANT. LIFE IS ASSPAIN.

#40

2009-03-22T15:07:00.002+08:00

Teacher says...

"Having the groove means nothing. Music comes before technique. Listen more, build on your music cality/quality/calaty/(i must go ask for the spelling). Wait for the music, wait for the beat."

= Alot more practice

#39 Finally a life post?

2009-03-22T12:37:00.003+08:00

Time. Really. Flies.
Crap.

I have my mega-emo-just-kill-yourself-already-kpop playlist playing now. I have that why-can't-time-just-stop-and-let-me-vanish-into-thin-air-before-anyone-realises feeling. I have the you-are-such-a-fucking-useless-piece-of-shit thought swimming in my head.

School starts tomorrow. I don't really want it to start so soon. I like holidays. I don't feel ready for JC life. I understand now why adults wished they were still kids. I wish I was still 3 too. Dancing in my tutu, watching Disney video tapes all day long, mother-ing my doll Pinky, talking to my maid Susi and my great grandmother, spraying on my Disney Babies cologne, eating Mummy's homecooked food, loving roller coaster rides, having a full and happy family, being the happy-go-lucky me. I feel so lonely at times and I don't recall myself feeling anything like this for all my life. When did I start to think that friends weren't really important, because at the end of the day, you only have yourself? When did I start keeping everything to myself? When did I even start liking to be alone? When did I start walking on the streets looking straight ahead and nothing else? When did I learn to keep a straight face in the bus instead of carrying an easy smile like I used to? In this new school, with a completely different circle of friends, a totally different environment, I think I've shut myself in even more. Will I ever be the old Yanjun again?

So there's this person I got to know on 13/03 through a game of ultimate frisbee. I started taking notice of this person, just because. I got to know this person's name. We were assigned to the same group for a nature walk the next day. We started talking. Because I was pretty much silent and walking alone throughout, this person called me Ms. Loner, and then, asked for my name. We were pretty much walking alongside each other for the rest of the walk. We didn't say goodbye when it ended. I hope that means we'll meet soon. I've been looking forward to go to school this whole holiday. But I haven't had even a glimpse of this person. I wish I knew more than this person's name and CCA.

"I feel if I don't ask chance will pass and I will not see your face again"

I am a loser. ):

After A levels, I'm going to travel the world. I'm going to start saving, now. See you New York, LA, Las Vegas, Korea, Taiwan, Czech, Paris, France, Alaska, New Zealand and the many other countries I have yet to add to my list.

#37 All the hype and THIS?!

2009-03-19T22:11:00.003+08:00

All the hype about this movie months ago with Lee Byung Hun and T.O.P in it. Now it's out and T.O.P looks like a freaking clown. Oh god. What the fuck did they do it his hair and sexy eyes?! Get me a parang and the director's address...

#36 This, is life

2009-03-19T21:50:00.004+08:00

Oh god, it's beautiful. She's beautiful. Of course she is, she's my future sister in law.

I want a house like that. Although we can leave out the pink.

Top's sister. I think she'll make a fine horror movie actress.
The zebra print bedsheet is damn chio right. Dang.
I love the chairs!
The stairway is coolxz. Like the Rainie Yang MV.
I REALLY REALLY LIKE THE WALLPAPER IN THE KITCHEN. OMG.

Like her dog!
Love the tree drawing at the bedhead and the bed. T-T When can I get my own Queen size bed...

#35 Nanyang Junior College

2009-02-06T18:11:00.002+08:00

"There is no situation so bad that losing your temper won't make it worse"

Hi! :D
My life is so new now omg.
I was posted to nanyangjc fyi and as cheena as the school may seem, I actually really like it. The campus is super new, with air-conditioned EVERYTHING and a super cute principal with kns-english like myself. Most of the teachers/tutors/lecturers are funny so i enjoy going to class. There's practically no classroom (or I haven't been to them yet) so most of my lectures are conducting in the Lecture Theatre that accomadates 600 of us. The canteen sells good food esp chicken rice and fruit juice (I even know the fruit juice aunty because aunty deborah knows her c: ) The p.e shirt is like dry-fit and the p.e shorts fbt so it's damnnnnnnnnn comfortable. I don't like two people in the staff though. Amos, who the GO admin and Mrs Wong, who's a science teacher. They kinda suck.
I got the combination I wanted (okay, not really what I wanted but more of what my mother made me choose) H2 Economics, Chemistry, Mathematics and H1 Biology. So, wish me luck. Hope I don't commit suicide, go kuku with stress before I graduate.
There are a thousand and one scholarships the school offers but they all requires alot of commitment and consistent hard work so that's not cut out for me. ):
I think I'm going to join Chinese Orchestra or Choir for CCA because CO might be going to Japan and Choir might be going to Japan/KOREA(!!) :D So awesome right. And I actually have experience in both. C:
Orientation will start next week (WE ARE GOING TO SENTOSA!!!!) but unfortunately on the day I was born, we are supposed to stay in school till late at night ):
Overally, I really like my new school and I am officially a cheenapok nyjcian and I'm loving it.
Heeheehee.

#34 Great music

2009-02-06T17:53:00.002+08:00

Stunned. Goosebumps. Put on repeat.

I almost forgot about her, but I saw these links on Allison's blog. :O :O :O

KNS DAMN AMAZING RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#31 Big Bang Hana Yori Dango Parody

2009-01-21T17:36:00.003+08:00

Hahahahah omg this is pure nonsense. BUT I LOVE IT ♥

[edit]
OMG I LOVE MC YOO OMG I LURBEXZ EUUXZXZXZXZ!

#30 Ang Mo Kio is my new home

2009-01-21T16:01:00.004+08:00

I moved. From the East to the Central, Apartment to HDB, No more than 2 storeys to 8th level, Toilet bowl to disgusting squating thing, smooth marble/parquet flooring to ancient mosiac tiles. I'm still trying to adapt to my new surroundings; curfew at 9pm : dangerous neighbourhood at night, ah pek next door blasting hokkien music as and when he wants, more elders in my block than I never saw in my previous neighbourhoods, feeling more afraid walking 10 metres through a void deck than walking 100 metres in Telok Kurau.

But I do love my new home. Small it may be, but cosy and homely. No pictures, because it's not completely renovated and furnished yet. And everything's scattered everywhere, it's practically a battlefield.

So I've been MIA (and being emo) after the collection of the O level results. Thanks to all that even bothered comforting me kay. I know it isn't that bad, but I'm disappointed with myself.

I am, no doubt, the Mummy Number 2 in the house okay. Or maybe the Daddy. I assemble all the only-guys-would-know-a-shit-about things like computers, beds, cabinets. I pack. ALOT. From clothes to stationaries to photo albums to books to cds to boxes to tissue paper to sanitary pads to bags to paper to wires to food. I spent almost $300 buying stuff at Ikea + Mustafa. I don't understand why I'm doing this lah. Everyone is being so generous to my mom giving her money like she runs NKF (e.g. my uncle gave her $1000, her friend gave her $223, i gave her a vacuum cleaner and my lockable drawer and 95% of the space i have in my wardrobe before hers come tomorrow) And she still owes me $150.

I mature way too fast for my own good. Rebellious teenager at 11, "sensible" mugger at 15, mummy number 2 at 16. I will reach monopause by 20 lah, can.

Sorry I'm talking so much because I finally managed to get online after hours of staring at the modem, binding wires together, calling starhub so many times I memorized the sequence of numbers to get me to my customer service officer before the operator finishes her first line.

I feel quite weird online so Ciao, I'm going to go pack stuff again.

#29 Results

2009-01-15T13:02:00.001+08:00

10

yah, you can start telling me how lousy that is :/

#28 Stargazing

2009-01-07T09:50:00.004+08:00

I want to stargaze. Alone. With someone special. With my dog.
Was walking home 2 days ago and I just happened to look up at the sky. And there they were, more than 20 of them. Shining like 'diamonds in the sky'. It was beautiful beyond what words can describe. As Sharlyn and Wikipedia suggests, I saw the Orion's Belt that appears only during Oct-Jan. I must be one lucky hoot to actually get to see them in starless Singapore.

Nature is the very definition of beauty. In a few years time, really, if I ever have the money, I'd go eco-travelling at every chance I get. Bringing my mother and brother along. I love Singapore and the way of living here, like every other citizen who announces that Singapore sucks every other second. We were born Singaporean and always will be. But life here isn't what I'd like it to be.

I want to wake up every morning to feel the sun warming up through my full length glass windows with my playful Labrador named, (still impending) and Jack Russell named, (also not decided) licking me awake. Take a sip of orange juice from the juice jar, hop into my jogging suit and head for my daily jog/bike ride to the nearby park. Let my dogs run loose as they frolic and prance into the mountains of dried autumn leaves leaving the cleaner sighing at the sight of it. All while I savour the aroma and taste of a Starbuck, with a satisfied smile plastered on my face. Meet up with my best friends occasionally and talk about everything under the sun while our dogs played. Then when our dogs come trotting back, panting, we bid goodbye and head back home. As we head inside I clean them of the mud/dirt and fill their doggy bowls with doggy food. When it's time for work I kiss my babies goodbye with a 'Mummy will be home before you know it, be good!' Work would go smooth, and lunch would be taken with some colleagues. When I head home after work, Mummy would be in the kitchen cooking up a scrumptious meal. Yang would likely be playing fetch with the dogs in the backyard or snoring away on the couch. We would talk about our lives at the dinner table. Yang about how University is working out for him, Mummy about her charity works and me, about my life. Mummy then nags on how messy/dirt my house is and say 'You should see how black the cloth was.' Then go on saying that she can't be helping me clean up my house forever and that this was to be the last time she's going to lift a finger to help. But knowing her, she would be back the very next day, making sure my house stays spotless.

I want to experience all four seasons without having to pay/travel. In summer and spring I want Mummy to fill the garden with flowers of every colour and herbs, fully expecting her to belt out every single purpose of every single herb. My small pool would be open to every neighbour whom manages to get past my two overly hyper and deafeningly loud dogs. At night I would invite close friends/my brother over as we talk and stargaze in my backyard. As Autumn approches, baking would be a must. Thankful neighbours and colleagues would happily accept the cookies and return the Tupperware/container the next day praising my baking skills. In autumn evenings, long walks would be taken aimlessly around the town. Or even into the balding woods just metres away from the park, feeling absolutely safe with my dogs by my side. Winter would be spent paying neighbourkids to sprinkle salt onto my walk way and making random snowangels. I want to play fetch with my dogs using snowballs. Laugh at them as they crush their catch with their jaw then cocking their heads as if asking, 'Where did my white ball go?'

After I retire, I would want to move into the mountains. With no one to interrupt as I appreciate the beauty of Mother Nature. Time to time, my own kids and Yang's family would come and visit. I'll make them simple meals that only old people enjoy and smile as they flinch taking the first (and probably last) mouth. Lab and JR would be long gone, but I have a quiet dog to take up their spot. A Collie, maybe. And when it's time for me to go, I would write a letter to all that cared, telling them I loved them and that I'm sorry to leave them behind. Then together with Collie, we'll slip into eternal slumber.

Sigh, what are the chances?

#27 BAKINGFTW

2009-01-05T22:44:00.006+08:00

All my recent posts seems to revolve around how happening my life is at the moment :D Loveeeeee lifeeeee :D

Today was baking day at Sharlyn's with the owner and Zhijun. It's the first time I remember baking seriously, on my own, with friends. Which turned out to be great fun despite our failed chaoda-ed cookies.

They do look good right! :D :D :D

failed attempt batch 1
zhijun has a masterpiece
sharlyn has a masterpiece
so i had to have one too :3

And what's a day at Sharlyn's without photos of Chloe the cute! :D

Baking was cjqh-fun but the products didn't turn out super good. But oh well, it was a great day c:

Oh right, and I was scratched by Chloe's already knife-sharp jaw and now I'm afraid of getting Rabis (I don't wanna go crazy T-T)

#26 CHRISTOPHERLEEOMGXZ

2009-01-04T22:16:00.002+08:00

OMG HE IS SO GOOD LOOKING HEEHEEHEE :D :D :D

#25 BYEBYE 2008 HAHA LOSER

2009-01-04T12:58:00.007+08:00

31/12/2008
Last day of 2008 but awesome still.
Met Sharlyn and Zhijun nearing dusk and headed to Block 85.
While waiting for the two Weis, we noticed Ms Chan and found out that her family owned CHAN BBQ. So after all arrived we went to kajiao Ms Chan AND GUESS WHAT, WE GOT A MEDIUM SINGRAY FOR FREE :O Then we proceeded to Zhijun's carpark rooftop for our happening picnic. C:

After food we laid out another table cloth and gazed at the sky. (Romantic hor)

Before we knew it, it was time for countdown C:
Zhijun called her mom so that we could hear the LIVE telecast of the (real happening) countdown at marina bay.
"COME ALREADY COME ALREADY!"
"10, 9, 8, 7"
"Omg this is so exciting!"
"6,5,4,3,2,1!!!!!!!!!"
"HAPPY NEW YEAR HAHAHAHAHHAHA HHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEH"
*SCREAMS*

Then some old grumpy ~~no life~~ ah pek who lives on the 5th level shouted
"SHUT UP LAH"

Hahahaha, we made so much noise there were people staring even after 10 minutes.

Then we went crazyyyy taking pictures C:

weidi has a hidden talent for geekness

Then we ~~took drugs~~ started shaking our heads like there's no tomorrow to achieve that great look-my-hair-is-so-black-so-silky-so-smooth-even-the-cool-light-in-the-background-can't-beat look.

WEIHUI SAYS BYE :D

#24 PASIR RIS PARK + CHLOE = LOVEEE

2009-01-04T12:27:00.007+08:00

30th December 2008

Went to Pasir Ris Park with Yang, Zhijun, Sharlyn, Weidi AND CHLOE ♥

her new toy (that i bought) that she abandoned her BJ for c:

she loves my sandwich (and me)

my brother's new girlfriend

i think zhijunxz ish c00lxz de l0rxz

her relatives, who are like 5 times bigger than her but are adorable nevertheless

her peeing position. can you believe it....

I LOVE CHLOE! HEEHEEHEE.
On 30/12/2008, I found out that Chloe is partially German Shepard. And that she eats chocolate. And that she eats bread. And that she barks and stranger dogs but run away and hide when other dogs approach her back. Did I mention that I love her already?

#21 BOXING DAY TO THE MAX

2009-01-04T12:26:00.001+08:00

26/12/2008

Loveliest Christmas party ever ♥

~~p.s I AM A LAZY PIG I'M SORRY~~

PEIDY has uploaded her photos so I'm going to do a proper post c:

Met Boss about 3 plus to pass him the stuff he didn't come get the day before. Talked quite abit and then met Danial because we wanted to watch Bedtime Stories but they weren't any decent movie times so we went to Sharlyn's house instead. But then again there was no Chloe to play with so we headed to NTUC to get some food/liquor/soda for the stayover. c:

After everyone got ready etc, AMARA HERE WE COME :D

Met Aunty and then proceeded to Element for buffet! :D :D :D The food was seriously good (omg i missed it so much). Service was awesome also. Because Aunty sat with us for most of the buffet time we had random people coming over to say Hi and stuff. There was this guy who gave the 5 of us orange juice on the house and another guy who kept coming to show us magic tricks :D

magic trick dudeee

Poker card that shows 3.5 diamond!! Amazing or what.

09:09pm - Exchange present time :D
We had this 'mortal/angel' thing where everyone of us had to get a christmas present for one other. We went by age so it was Sharlyn (Weidi), Me (Weihui), Zhijun (Sharlyn), Weihui (Zhijun) and lastly Weidi (ME :D)

Sharlyn and Weihui got their mortals backpacks.

Zhijun got Sharlyn a MUJI organizer.

I got Weihui the Strawberry Shortcake Calendar which she bugged me to buy her months ago (WHICH IS SELLING AT 50% OFF NOW !@#$%^&#$%^&. )

And Weed got me A KOREAN PHRASEBOOK + CD SET ♥ Oh,and my old Chinese Dictionary which she borrowed a long long time ago.

Group shots ftw ♥

we arexz ch@0 @h lii@nxz

Then we headed back to Sharlyn's for sleepover.
hahaha i think we look like some rich tai tais XD
**ATTEMPT TO WATCH NOTEBOOK AND CRY TOGETHER = EPIC FAILURE**
The next few photos are like, disturbing lah huh.

goner #1
goner #2
goner #3

...................

HAHAHAHA WE ARE SO AWESOMEXZ WORXZ!

#23 Re: Allison

2009-01-03T01:31:00.003+08:00

Really, thanks for EVERYTHING, Yanjun unnie. I'm super grateful to have known you, because you taught me alot of things. Loads of important things, and I wouldn't have learnt how to let go of things without your advices. You really helped me alot, even more than you know. You're really JJANG!!!

I don't know what else to say, or how to put it. I'm super bad at such things..

I really love your present. It's the most awesome one I've recieved ever since I was born! Haha. I just want you to know.. that even tho we might be living at different ends of the world soon, I'll be there for you whenever you need me. Just like how you're always there for me. If Daniel pisses you off, tell me also ok! Hehe. Your dongsaeng will always be here. I might be terrible at giving advices or talking sense, but I have an awesome listening ear. You can talk to me about anything if you need to. Whether is it a break up, or TOP kissing another woman, or Hyori having TOP's baby, or *gasp* TOP and Yunho is actually gay. Just anything, alright? Or you can just talk crap to me if you feel like it. I'M ALWAYS HERE =D Just ring me up whenever you need a listening ear, someone to eat with, someone to laugh with etc. I know I have my O's, but you can also teach me when we meet up what! You're a very fierce teacher you know! Hehe.

Let's keep this friendship alive okay! There's still the LA LA LA DANCE! I'm looking forward to it. I wanna learn Eat You Up too. So I can eat Edward up! It should be the other way round uh? =D

Heeheehee you are welcomexz! :D
Thank you for your Jajjangmyeon. It really filled my tummy. And your handmade bracelet! It's really pretty and I'm superrrrrrrrr proud of it :D
Thanks for offering to be there for me c: Study hard for Os okay! :DDD
And yes omg LALALA soon soon soooooooooooooon :D
Can't wait for it. :D :D :D

SEE YOU AROUNDXZXZ

P.S Ya, Edward is hot

#22 FANGIRLING FTW

2009-01-03T01:20:00.002+08:00

V.I. Like This
GD is megaawesomeness with his "crack crack crack crack"
OMG Baby is OOZINGGGGGGGGG with charisma C:
Heeheehee, all grown up, AND YES I LOVE IT

I am going crazy over the award shows that came all at once. Omg. I need some time to watch them all. D:

I promise I would get to the posts on Boxing Day, Pasir Ris Day and Countdown Day real soon. Photobucket is screwing up on me D:

#20 This Christmas

2008-12-28T01:18:00.004+08:00

This Christmas is one of the rare occasions I'm actually getting presents for people. It was fun and I truly hope they liked the presents.

Weihui (mortal) - Strawberry Shortcake Calendar
Weidi - Disneyland Lolli
Sharlyn - Disneyland Lolli
Zhijun - Disneyland Lolli
Danial - Shades
Danial's Mom - Disneyland Chocolate
Minyi - Korean Hoodie
Xinyi - Godfather Cap
Chunyu - Keychain
Gugu - Coach Keychain
Fujiun - Shirt
Chenxiang - Shirt
Tanya - Dorothy Perkins Necklace
Han - Pins/Clips
Vera - Hello Kitty bag
Randall - Disneyland towels + Lolli
Fan - Novel
Selena - Korean Citron Tea
Mel - Shirt
Zing - Photo frame
Aunty 5 - Disneyland Cookies
MYSELF - (it's quite a list) Big Bang 2009 Diary, Animal wallet, Latest jht novel, Big Bang Remember Album, Headphones (Audio Technica - spoil already D: & Panasonic), Camera Pouch, Converse shoes, Nike Shoes, Bolco + Operation Backpacks, Shoe Cleaner [I think there's some more, lol.]

And thanks for all the presents, friends!

Weidi (angel) - Korean Phrasebook + Audio CD + Chinese Dictionary (surprise!!) + card
Sharlyn - Elephant toothbrush + card
Weihui - Ritter Sport Chocolate + card
Zhijun - Card w unglam photo
Mummy - Norton Internet Security, Perllin Wallet, Elephant Plushie
Danial - SELFMADE COOKIES OMG :D
Aunty Rachel - Watch, Necklace
Aunty Selina - Chocolate, Snoopy tote
Aunty Grace - Thumbdrive, Esprit Memo
Fan - Twilight Novel
Selena - "Korean at a glance", Highclass chocolate, dbsk card c:
Alice - Carlbury chocolate
Meilan - 2 pieces of ferero rocher
Boss - Handshake lol

I know I received less presents than those I gave but it's fine C:
Christmas is all about giving, isn't it?

Heeheeheeeeeeeeeeee, those I got yesterday and today C:

From my chagiyas
Danial's cookies - they are edible and actually quite nice! :O
Peidi's gift C:
Cheekopek-looking elephant toothbrush

#19 What happened in Hong Kong

2008-12-28T00:35:00.002+08:00

D: I'm sorry this post is like 2 weeks late, I had to browse through 500++ pictures and edit them :/
So okay, it will not be alot of pictures because most of them are collages. So anyway, the trip was from 4th to 10th december C:

Fourth
Left early in the morning and clique + bestfriend came down (MY DARLINGS ♥)

Then I took a plane to Hong Kong, alone. ): I hate take off and landing ): Pressure in the ears is one thing, the sudden dropping adrenaline rush no joke man. Food wasn't that bad, there was Haagen Dazs ice cream! Reached hong kong, got myself a prepaid card and pulled my one-side-wheel-less luggage through the absolutely silent airport express subway that like, only highclass businessmen take. Their luggages were like damn smooth going 'swooshhhhh' and mine was like going 'kechak kechak kechak' wtf D:

Went to Ladies street at night and bought some random stuff (including a luggage that costs SGD$40. Smelt one of the most disgusting-smelling foods, 臭豆腐. I nearly died, because like 8 of our group of 10 were eating. D:
I had to share a single bed with Lily (the maid) but it was fine, because none of us kicks/snores/turns.

Fifth
Breakfast at some stall that I couldn't find for the next 5 days but the wanton mee and milk tea was THE BEST ♥ Omg it was so nice I miss it ):
Then, DISNEYLAND. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG HAHAHAHAHA I LOVE THIS PLACE HEEHEHEHEHEHHE ALL MY RELATIVES ARE THERE I SWEAR AND THEY ARE STARS OMG I LOVE DISNEYLAND I AM GOING TO BRING YANG THERE SOME DAY :D

Oh yes I had my Sakun mask on half the time because the breeze was damn cold and my nose and lips and skin felt weird. I think I freaked some people out who were staring at me like I'm some terrorist or wondering if I'm a performer. I didn't dare to take any of the rides that left the ground so the only one I took was the spinning teacup thing. The stageshows were beyond awesome, Golden Micky and the Lion King. The singing was great the effect was awesome and hahahaha I shaked hands with some hyenas C: Once again I did some shopping (but then again I don't remember what I bought). There was a Christmas Special where you have to put on thee glasses at night and the lights become snowmen! :D its not very clear but you can see the shape, right?!
3D Show about Donald Duck that includes water, fragrances and forks/spoons thrown at you :O
BELIEVE IT ANOT, THIS IS SNOW :D

At night we went to Temple Street for some shopping (but didn't buy anything) and dinner. Wtf the dining place was damn disgusting. People working there was damn rude pushing and shouting and all. My mood/appetite was totally ruined lah. D:

Sixth
Macau. Was very very bad.
Ferry rides are horrible to begin with. Lily and I felt nauseas/dizzy all the way through we manged to finish a XL pack of mint mentos.
Was very excited about Venetian City at first because Sharlyn told me it's damn pretty.

Well, it is. But not when you're there for 4 hours. There isn't much to do there seriously, except take photos. :/ So I spent my time roaming around aimlessly alone and getting really really pissed. D: But things got better because during my final detour out of the doors of the safety of the Venetian City, some uncles/cheekopeks offered to open the doors for me C: (Ya lah big deal, big deal.) Then when I went back I found Uncle Vincent with a Haagen Dazs cake :D But then I found out we were not going to explore Macau further and took the next ferry back to Hong Kong.
The ride back was like DAMN SERIOUSLY FUCKED UP. The sea was rough and the journey was really damn scary. Baby cousin vomitted (through her nose too) and cried damn badly. As for myself, I couldn't stand it so I went to the back of the ferry and talked myself through it all. It worked.
After we had lunch back at the Ferry Terminal we went shopping around our hotel area :D
Overally, TODAY SUCKED BECAUSE FERRIES SUCK. D:

Seventh
Dim sum breakfast finally at 稻香　AND IT WAS AMAZAZING. OH GOD. SO DAMN GOOD. I am happy because I was the one who found the place C:
Then it was off to Central for some shopping though I don't remember buying anything.

Oh saw this while heading to the subway. Damn cute C:
I went back to the hotel to take a quick nap but was awaken by Ranel's cries ):
Then we went to Star Avenue where the city view is seriously beautiful and I touched Andy Lau's hand. C:

OHOHOH HERE COMES THE BEST PART. I HAD MY COMIC PORTRAIT DRAWN BY THIS CHINA GUY.

Eighth
Ocean Park! It's pretty boring if you're a chicken like me, and dare not take roller coasters, where hungry eagles swoosh and circle above your heads waiting for you to fall for your death... I swear they can feel your fear. D:
Took the ferris wheel (I think my first time ever) which was really something because the sunset was beautiiiiiiful.

AND, I swear, I hate China people. Especially in the Ocean Park aquarium. They have no brains I swear. It was clearly written on every single mini aquarium that flash is prohibited. They simply act blur.

*FLASH*
"哦？！怎么这样？！"
*Happily takes another shot*
"怎么会有闪光呢？！不是关了吗？！"

So on and on they just flashed their lights and then act blur/shocked.

Finally I couldn't take it anymore and confronted a lady.

“小姐，不能用闪光啊，这有写。”
”噢，是吗？！”

Then without even bothering to switch off her flash, she turned and walked towards the next aquarium before taking photos with flash again.
Like Seriously WHAT THE FUCK YOUR PARENTS NEVER TEACH YOU ABOUT MANNERS AH FUCKER. CHINESE DON'T KNOW HOW TO READ ISSIT STUPID MAINLANDERS.

You know what, forget about those stpid people.

After that we took cable car to the foot of the park.
On cable car C:
Walked around hotel area alone at night and bought some shoes + went to Charlie Brown's Cafe which has good food, nice atmosphere, awesome service C:

Back to hotel C:

OHOHOH On the way back I passed by this Suju-M poster c:

Ninth
Dimsum breakfast again at the same building but at a different restaurant. Not as good as the previous one... :/
Went shopping alone. Mongkok & Sham shui po.
Random shopping: 2 heaphones, a cap, a beannie, some muji pens, a muji planner, a TOUGH shirt that costs SGD60++ (ya like wtf but the sales guy was so nice, i had to buy something D:)
Tried portugese egg tart which is OMGDAMNYUMMYOMG and 豆沙饼 ♥
Returned to the hotel early (to prevent myself from buying utterly useless stuff from nice sales people)
Watched Discovery Channel until I fell asleep.
Skipped dinner for the first time on this trip and continued watching Discovery Channel to the wee hours. (Ben [a rather good looking cousin of mine] & I just randomly shot comments here and there. Really talked for the first time :O)

Tenth
Walked to the Harbour from our hotel and I scraped my knee ): Took some hilarious photos & played catching ith the kids (They say I run very fast! *proud*)

Checked out of hotel and went to some japanese deparment store 5 minutes walk away to get backpacks which I LOVE (So shut up people, I don't care if I kena scammed! D:)
Wanted to take the subway to the Airport but I underestimated the weight of my luggage. It was killing to just drag it down the street for 5 minutes so when I saw the stairs-only subway entrance, I hailed a cab instead.
Ate popeyes for lunch (which sucked D:)

FLIGHT BACK TO SINGAPORE WAS DEAFENING, Literally. MY EARS STILL HURT D:
I was seriously damn pissed.
At first, I was given a window seat because I requested for it. Then they last minute change my seat because a famiy of 3 (which was separated because of me) wanted to sit together. But wtf, they transferred me to a isle seat. That's by all means fine, actually. But they somehow decided to put me beside 2 toddlers that cried NONSTOP THROUGHOUT THE FLIGHT. WTF.
I gave the small boy a lollipop (coke lemon flavour) and GUESS WHAT. HE SAID HE DIDN'T WANT TO EAT IT BECAUSE HE DON'T LIKE THE COLOUR. WHAT THE FUCK. DON'T WANT DONE LAH HUH. DIE YOU DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
And when I pressed the service button for a blanket. They left me to freeze for like 20 minutes before eventually getting to me. WTF D:
I AM FUCKING DISAPPOINTED IN CATHAY'S SERVICE REALLY.

Then when we alighted I was so distressed I decided to indulge in the free massager for 10 minutes. Then I slowly made my way to the passport checking place. WTF IT WAS DAMN CROWDED. AND THEY HAD LIKE, 8 ROWS OF "ALL PASSPORTS" AND NONE FOR "SINGAPORE PASSPORTS" Oh god, I was seriously cursing all the way. And this fucked up China lady who was queueing behind me kept trying to cut the queue. Wtf.

Thankfully at the end I was transferred to another row because I'm singaporean. (Yes, that's the way!)
So I got out in a jiffy leaving those loser China people queueing till their asses ROT.

Can you see why I hate China people now?

[EDIT] OH YAH, One last picture.

SGD900 worth of stuff?
Hong Kong is so full of scammers D:

#18 From my heart

2008-12-26T02:49:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BOXING DAY WORLD C:
(Because christmas sucked)

The heart shape in the picture was formed by a water spill (not by me) that I coincidentally saw at some christmas party by trinity church at The SeaView's clubhouse which is superb-ly nice. It is damn cool right C:

P.S Happening date with clique tonight ♥

#17 Not-that-merry Christmas

2008-12-25T22:25:00.000+08:00

Yah, I know it's christmas and all but i'm having a serious moodswing right here. Work was okay, I guess, time passed really fast today. Manager A & Senior Ml were so nice as to give me chocolates C: Ml isn't as pain-in-the-ass as before C: Today was the last day of work at Isetan Katong aka Parkway. I'm not sad because my colleagues there are not like freaking awesome nor was work damn fun but yah, it was good experience.

Anyway, work was not too bad with Shi xuan, Liyana, Hasbro guy, Malay guy1, Malay guy2 Mei Ling, Sharlyn, April, Amanda, MX, Laava, Gloria, Weiyan, Meilan, Alice, Grace and HAHAHA NATLYNN (or something like that). Okay, the last person is like secretly my eyecandy that only Sharlyn knows. And just so happen, she thinks he's like damn fucking ugly and totally uncool :C But ya lah, I really think he's not that bad lah. Sharlyn says he's got center parting but I observed, not center parting lor! Anyway, apparently he's like Viet or something which is totally cool. Okay this is getting stalker-ish. BUT WHO CARES LAH, I WILL NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN *emos*

Anyway, last hour of work was fucked up because Boss didn't come down (he's supposed to because wtf i don't know what to fucking do at all) so I had to wtf do everything by myself which is like super fucking irritating. Wtf my hands are fucking dry and whateverxz now. D: Although he said sorry again and again and again but I'm quite sure he can hear how pissed I was. Then because my mood was already kanasai, when colleagues decided to change to location supper i just left and then i was told clique doesn't want to watch bedtime stories = +++buaysong. So ya lah, it just piled up so now I feel %@#)^@()#&!@">%@#)^@()#&!@ shitty (^%$(#@#@.

Screw work lah okay. Christmas is like over so hahabyebyeloserishday.

ANYWAY, LOOK! :D I'M SO PROUD OF MY GIRLS ♥

I'm really sorry I wasn't there most of the time because of Os and work ): I'm so glad of the results, really. I'm so proud to be part of the team. Good work skith! Love you all to the max ♥

P.S My Hong Kong post isn't up yet?! *($^#@@ D:

#16 Radiation

2008-12-20T23:55:00.000+08:00

Hi friends, because I care for you, this is a warning:

DO NOT USE YOUR PHONE WHILE IT IS CHARGING BECAUSE THE RADIATION WILL CAUSE YOUR EARS/HEAD TO HURT.

No kidding, I speak from experience.

#15

2008-12-20T01:02:00.000+08:00

Hi I feel like a Chao Ah Lian so don't come play with me. I really not in good mood nowadays. Like fuck that tanmeilan upside down. No work over weekends. Okay boss, I totallyunderstand lah okay, let's like call backup to hoot that tml or something lah okay, bloody hell right, bloody hell.

HAHAHAHAH OKAY I'M KIDDING BUT I MAY SOUND LIKE A CHAO AH LIAN BECAUSE I GOT INFLUENCED. :D

#14 JOBBIE JOB JOB

2008-12-19T00:30:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAH HI WORLD HAHAHAHAHAHHA I HAVE A JOB NOW HEHEHEHEHEHEHE AND IT'S ONLY TILL CHRISTMAS HOHOHOHOHO ISN'T THAT SO AWESOME WHEEEEEEEEEEEE :D

2nd day of work today! :D
It was fine except the fact that wtfihavemyperiodlikekns$*(^@#!@
But anyway, boss was awesome because he is a chao ah beng at heart but doesn't look like one.
He talks about hooting people and going down to gao dim everything and that he's like the best boss in the world and he tehs to our supervisors who are.... erm, okay. BUT ANYWAY, I LIKE MY BOSS HE IS SO AWESOME.
But ya lah, he was supposed to come down to brief me yesterday but he didn't then he was supposed to come in the morning today then he didn't again, in the end he came at like 6++ and I had to sort out like 10 huge 1mX1m carton boxes and I was like non-stop moving for like hours. My lunch was delayed for like 2 hours. D: But ya lah, it was damn shiok. Haven't work so much for such a long time. :D :D :D My Workaholic self is like poking out but I think my PMS is going to scare it away D:
HEHEHE I DON'T THINK I HAVE TIME TO COME ONLINE TO BLOG ANYMORE SO UPDATE ON HONGKONG AND WORK AND MY PMS AFTER CHRISTMAS OKAY!

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG BTW I CAN'T WAIT FOR CLIQUE'S DINNER DATE ON 26TH MAN.
OMG DANIAL'S MOM/AUNTY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! THANK YOU FOR GETTING ME THE DISCOUNT.
OMG, WE WILL HAVE SO MUCH FUN I SWEAR.
LIKE DINNER THEN KBOX THEN STAYOVER THEN WATCH THE NOTEBOOK AND CRY TOGETHER THEN PLAY WITH CHLOE WHOLEDAY THEN SLEEP WITH CHLOE OMG I CAN'T WAIT SIAXZXZXZXZ.

P.S. I miss Daniel. Can't wait for next year to end so that I can go back to Oschool ):

#13 DEE VOICE

2008-12-16T01:43:00.000+08:00

Omg su, I'm so sorry I forgot about your birthday T-T

I still love you and your voice and your oyagi(?) gags and your brother and your S-line and your dolphin sound and your neck veins and your charisma and your kawaii-ness and your dances and your hairstyles.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM JUNSU ♥

#12 Weedy is sixteen

2008-12-16T01:30:00.000+08:00

Dearest Xi'An mate,

I hope you liked the video compilled by all of us that Zeejoon painstakingly edited for you and only you. Please know that although we always laugh at you and tease you and laugh at you again, we love you lot lot. I know you were like happy X24108652731 when you saw the envelope and the video and us! Even though we can't stand your umchio-ness, we can't live without it. Life is not complete without Weed! I can't say for sure if I can remember you when I'm old and withering but I love you my friend. Just because, you are Weidi C:

HAPPY SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY AIRCON-LAUGH!
LET'S GO WATCH NC16 MOVIES TOGETHER SOON!

XOXO,
Your Xi'An mate

#11 My new friend

2008-12-16T01:18:00.000+08:00

Meet Chloe!

Isn't she the adorable-st thing ever?
She's fluffy and pouncy and small and cute.
I Love Chloe! ♥

#10 I'm back, face it.

2008-12-11T01:17:00.000+08:00

Yes, I'm back. Stop gasping and sobbing because I REALLY AM BACK. I hope you spent the 7 days-without-yj wisely because I'm about to step right back into your life and wreck chaos.

Feeling : Major piss off / Broke / Vacation-sick
Thinking : WTF I HATE CHINA PEOPLE
Loving : MY FAMILY AND DANIAL AND SHARLYN ♥ whom I kept in contact with while in Hong Kong :D
Craving : Aircon-like weather
Realised : I have people around me I used to call friends that I found out don't qualify. And yes, I'm going to be brutal and name them out.
Spent : SGD900 on shopping :/

#9 Camwhore Day...not?

2008-12-03T12:17:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was awesome :D
It didn't start out well though. I left my house late because #$%^&* i procrastinated and missed a bus. Then I missed the Eunos MRT busstop because I was smsing and missed a train. And because of that I reached Orchard and missed the Wild Child movie. D:

So we headed to Gelare for Waffles instead (TUESDAY ♥) Then I had the urge to eat Korean Food so we went to Meridian. Wild Child later at Cineleisure. Imma Emma Roberts fan. She's so pretty :3 The movie was beh, the typical bitchy bitchy bimbo himbo movie. But I think Emma Roberts did a better job than ughLindsayLohan. C:

Speaking of which, meet my new smiley:
C:

Changed, because Danial told me SOMEONE ELSE uses it and I'm freaking disgusted. D:

After that we went to hunt for a Cash Deposit and I emptied my wallet.

Then out of nowhere Rayson called Danial so we ended up going to Kbox. Totally impromtu. Rayson is freaky because he can reach falsetto-high notes effortlessly and that's just.not.human. D: But anyway we weren't very high because ~~we are shy people~~ we don't listen to same music. Like how unhigh they were when Rising Sun came on and THAT, is like the 必点歌 for highness. We weren't even high for 恋爱ing. D: But it was still fun :3

I left early at about 2.30am when my SUPERHAVOCMOTHER who was at a disco/pub/club came to pick me up.

So the day turned out awesome c:

THIS IS THE COOLEST THING EVER. I DIDN'T KNOW MY CAMERA CCOULD DO MAGIC LIKE THAT.

the poster behind scares me D:

Me think me coolxz, you got prob?

#8 Ngor hai hiong gong yan

2008-12-02T14:29:00.000+08:00

HELLO HONG KONG ♥

Air ticket mummy sponsor ($750)
Aunty Rachel is going to take care of ALL MY EXPENSES on this trip :3
Meet Kailing to go shopping at Ladies Street/Causeway bay/Tour Hong Kong!
Visit Gu Gong?
SHOPPING
DISNEYLAND HAHAHAHAHA I MISSED YOU!

OMG I'M SO EXCITED!
THEN WHEN I'M BACK HAHAHAHAHAHA CHRISTMAS LIST ♥

#7 I miss home

2008-11-28T23:51:00.000+08:00

Hush now, my baby
Be still, love, don't cry
Sleep as you're rocked by the stream
Sleep and remember my last lullaby
So I'll be with you when you dream

My brother's down with Hand Foot Mouth. He's running a fever and having a bad headache right now. He woke up at least 3 times in the past hour.
First time round, he walked all around the house, looking for something. And he was murmuring something different every minute.
"I'm looking for money.... my money..."
"Where's the fridge?"
When he eventually calmed down, he told me that he kept thinking that he was stealing something. Sigh... I hate how fevers and headaches make our brains go haywire.
For the subsequent times, he woke up telling us that he was scared, that he didn't want to sleep. Everytime I tell him it's fine, to calm down, that it's okay. I feel the tears threatening to burst out of my tear ducts. Why is this happening to him?

[He just woke up, barely a minute ago. And he was mumbling, "Ok ok ok ok ok ... I don't want I don't want I don't want I don't want" and when I tried to hug him to comfort him, he pushed me away, while his mumbling continued. Now he's back asleep, my heart skips a beat everytime I hear him make a unfamiliar noise. I don't think I'll be sleeping tonight.]

A few year back, when I was still living in Haig Road. I once fell really sick, Headache, Fever and all. And one night, I had a illusion/visual/dream that the world was spinning. My head hurt so much and I was so afraid. I just screamed and screamed and screamed. My screams woke my parents up and I eventually calmed down in my mother's arms. It turned out that the world wasn't spinning but me, who was doing somersaults on the bed.

Laugh all you want, you ought to experience that one day, because it's no joke.

#6 I know I sound crappy so stfu

2008-11-28T02:38:00.000+08:00

I want to go to Korea. More than anything now. Wtf, F.T's having a concert on 28th and then Big Bang on 30th. I WANT TO BE THERE. SO MUCH. D:

OH GOD