I'd rather pay you that $800 of yours than let you risk your life.

What am I supposed to do now? Sigh,

I'm so confused right now, and there's the su event tmr and I have to be there by 8.30am. After it ends at 3pm, there's yet again a meeting that would last till, I don't know when ): God, I'm such a busy 16 y'o!

I'm emo and all now, and there's nothing I can do to cheer myself up without waking my sick (she has a cough) mother up ): So I'm gonna go ahead with this meme I koped from WANCHUN ♥ And see if it does any wonder to my... whatever


★SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. Violence
2. Abuse (to any living thing)
3. Black stuff that look blacker when I don't have my glasses on (e.g, mr.kroach of the toilet)
4. Aggressive people
5. Things that would make my adrenaline RUSHHHH (e.g, Roller Coasters. UGH)
6. Darkness
7. Danial. Period.


★SEVEN THINGS YOU LIKE THE MOST
1. Elephants
2. Dogs, especially the friendly ones
3. Hot Korean Guys (woot!)
4. Fragrances (I like sunsilk shampoo & Body shop butter!)
5. Nice CABs :D
6. KACHING (this is my life.)
7. Lovely/Friendly people, whoever you are, I love you so ♥


★SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT YOU
1. I used to have 2 christian names given by church friends called erhemLindyerhemanderhemSophyerhem (OKAY! I KNOW THEY ARE SUPER GAY!)
2. I'm probably the chicken-est chicken out there, although I can act tough pretty well
3. My nickname in primary school was 'Chang Mao Xiang', otherwise called a MAMMOTH (don't ask me how it came about, it just did)
4. I love being rebellious, it's in my genes.
5. I have excessive saliva production (if you ever see me drool in the most unexpeced situation, you'll know why)
6. I just lost my most reliable backup (he decided to start a new life as a good person and i'm happy for him [:)
7. I haven't seen my dad in years.


★SEVEN THINGS YOU PLAN TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Scream my lungs out at a Big Bang's concert
2. Adopt/buy a dog
3. Earn lots of money and let my mom live a stable life
4. Punch someone in the face
5. Get drunk and dizzy and tell my darkest secret to a stranger(ok wait, I think that happened before)
6. Fall in love, at the very least?
7. Touch snow


★SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN DO
1. Do a hand wave? (i don't think i'm very good at it, though)
2. Rap/sound like a female T.O.P
3. Piss people off with my fickle-mindedness (ask Danial for first-hand experience)
4. Fake a taiwanese accent and get people asking, 'you're not local, are you?!'
5. Come home after dawn
6. Make friends with just about, everybody O.O
7. Read Korean (but not understand it :X)


★SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN’T DO
1. Talk on the phone for too long, I HATE THAT.
2. Sleep for more than 15 hours
3. Sleep on the floor
4. Burp aloud
5. Chest Jack(?) (I just can't coordinate my muscles well enough)
6. Eat disgusting food (I have a weak stomach)
7. Snort/Snore (but that's a good thing, right! :D)


★SEVEN THINGS THAT ATTRACT YOU TO THE OPPOSITE SEX
1. Stare
2. Attitude
3. Wallet (I already admitted! I love money!)
4. Treatment towards meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee as compared to other girls :D
5. Smile (this is the thing that makes people feel all warm inside!)
6. Height (Be tall!)
7. Veins on arms/Huge & long hands (>< lol)


★SEVEN THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST
1. KNS!
2. I wanted to tell you something....but I forgot
3. NEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH?!?!?!??!
4. WHAT.
5. Sian manxzxzxz
6. Don't call me mahir (for some reason, that's my brother's nickname for me)
7. Eh, Walao, I said stop it, can!


★SEVEN CELEB CRUSHES
1. Husky Hubby Dearesttttttt (Big Bang!) nyahahahaha my rapper CAB ♥
2. Junsu/Yunho (DBSK!) talent, looks, personality, they've got it.
3. Jonghyun (SHINee!) a voice that can make you fly to heaven~~ ahh~
4. Jiro (yuckfarenheit) i just love him, always did. XD
5. Zac Efron (HSM) he has the sexiest arms XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
6. Taekyeon (2PM) *smiles and waves*
7. Hongki (F.T Island) ♥ those pretty eyes!

HEEHEEHEE I FEEL BETTER NOW. OPPS, I NEED TO SLEEP ALREADY. GOODNIGHT 세상(world)! :D

Labels: Bangkok, Meme, SM Concert

I expected my first comeback post to be a cheerful post about how happy I'm back to blogger but this is what it has become. Sigh.

I raised my voice at my mother in the public just now. It was a peaceful visit to the library. But on the way to the multi-storey carpark, she started to nag about how dangerous Thailand is.

It started with,...

"XX told me these few days keep on bombing leh!"
"So what you want now? Cancel it right now? It's too late already, you should've told me earlier"
"I was against it from the beginning. Why too late? Just tell her I against it lah! Then cancel everything, she can't do anything what"
"Funny, when she settled everything already?"
I could've kept my cool, until she said, "Do you treasure your life more or those people who earn money from you just looking at them sing? Don't tell me you are so crazy that...."
"YOU KEEP TELLING ME TO NOT WASTE MONEY AND NOW YOU'RE DUMPING 800 BUCKS
DOWN THE DRAIN LIKE THAT? WHY DON'T YOU RETURN ME MY MONEY?!?!"

Because we were walking along a HDB corridor that wasn't as empty as I thought, people were staring as soon as those words escaped my mouth. Crap, I hate attracting attention from strangers in that way more than anything.

This is so fucked up. Now I don't even know what to do.

With all those bombings going on, what if (choy lah hor), they happen to target the shopping centre I was in, or worse, the concert venue? What if, that'll mark the end of my unfufilling sixteen years of life? What if, even if I don't die, I get kidnapped and sold to Pattang(or something), the red light district, and forced to sleep with disgusting hairy Angmohs for the rest of my life? All these 'What Ifs' started racing across my mind.

Now I don't even know if I really want to go. I didn't at first. I mean, what's the use going for a concert that consist largely (Suju:13 + SNSD:9 = majority) of people I don't even have interest in? What made me decide to go, exactly? Skith? Shopping? NOW, I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF THE CONCERT WOULD CONTINUE, FUCK.

All those fucked up protestors in Bangkok, why did you have to fucking choose a timing like this? IF YOU THINK VIOLENCE/KILLING PEOPLE IS GONNA KEEP THAKSIN AWAY FROM BANGKOK, YOU ARE THE MOST FUCKED UP DUMBWIT I'VE SEEN, I SWEAR. WITH ALL THIS VIOLENCE GOING ON, THE MORE HE WOULD THINK, "OH HOLY! MY PEOPLE ARE IN DANGER, I NEED TO SAVE THEM, SO I SHALL RETURN" RIGHT?! OH MY GOD YOU PEOPLE ARE SUCH RETARDS. FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. If it wasn't for YOUR EMPTY LITTLE SKULLS, my mother would've let it go. AND ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS TO HAPPILY BOMB EACH OTHER AND ALONG GOES MY AFTER-Os VACATION. BOOM, BYE BYE!

If I was firm about going to Thailand, my mother wouldn't be able to do much, because well, I'm Yanjun. But now, I don't even know whether I truly want to go ahead with the trip. Especially after she tried to tempt me by saying, "Why don't you go to some other country?" THEN KOREA CAME INTO THE PICTURE AND SO DID THE 30th DEC/1st JAN BIG BANG CONCERT. I've seen Dongbang once, and I think I've seen enough. What I really really really want is to see Big Bang. To see them perform Lies, Haru Haru and Sunset Glow?! Not to mention Crazy Dog, This Love, Big Boy, Look at me, Gwisun ANDDDDDD THE POSSIBILITY OF HAVING HYORI AS THEIR GUEST?!??!?!??!

Dang.

说归说，the Thailand trip will still stick unless something HUGE happens that will put my life on the line. Like, DUSIT THANI COLLASPED, or PROTESTORS ANNOUNCED THAT THEY WILL TARGET THE KOREAN CONCERT ON 29TH NOV.

If I ever drew out, so many people would be affected.

WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW, TELL ME.

Labels: Bangkok, Big Bang Concert, Family, First post, Korea, SM Concert

17 this year and currently schooling at nyjc. I belong to a chaotic class with truly awesome people (well,mostly). I couldn't care less on what you think about me. I have my fair share of close loved ones: my mother, brother, grandmother, my bestest best friend Danial, the six girls that never fail to make me smile, KTHXBAI! and not to forget my Baby, Bambi, who means the wholefuckingworld to me. And they are all that matter. So either learn to be nice or leave me alone. Idc. Facebook

I'd rather pay you that $800 of yours than let you risk your life.

What am I supposed to do now? Sigh,

I'm so confused right now, and there's the su event tmr and I have to be there by 8.30am. After it ends at 3pm, there's yet again a meeting that would last till, I don't know when ): God, I'm such a busy 16 y'o!

I'm emo and all now, and there's nothing I can do to cheer myself up without waking my sick (she has a cough) mother up ): So I'm gonna go ahead with this meme I koped from WANCHUN ♥ And see if it does any wonder to my... whatever


★SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. Violence
2. Abuse (to any living thing)
3. Black stuff that look blacker when I don't have my glasses on (e.g, mr.kroach of the toilet)
4. Aggressive people
5. Things that would make my adrenaline RUSHHHH (e.g, Roller Coasters. UGH)
6. Darkness
7. Danial. Period.


★SEVEN THINGS YOU LIKE THE MOST
1. Elephants
2. Dogs, especially the friendly ones
3. Hot Korean Guys (woot!)
4. Fragrances (I like sunsilk shampoo & Body shop butter!)
5. Nice CABs :D
6. KACHING (this is my life.)
7. Lovely/Friendly people, whoever you are, I love you so ♥


★SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT YOU
1. I used to have 2 christian names given by church friends called erhemLindyerhemanderhemSophyerhem (OKAY! I KNOW THEY ARE SUPER GAY!)
2. I'm probably the chicken-est chicken out there, although I can act tough pretty well
3. My nickname in primary school was 'Chang Mao Xiang', otherwise called a MAMMOTH (don't ask me how it came about, it just did)
4. I love being rebellious, it's in my genes.
5. I have excessive saliva production (if you ever see me drool in the most unexpeced situation, you'll know why)
6. I just lost my most reliable backup (he decided to start a new life as a good person and i'm happy for him [:)
7. I haven't seen my dad in years.


★SEVEN THINGS YOU PLAN TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Scream my lungs out at a Big Bang's concert
2. Adopt/buy a dog
3. Earn lots of money and let my mom live a stable life
4. Punch someone in the face
5. Get drunk and dizzy and tell my darkest secret to a stranger(ok wait, I think that happened before)
6. Fall in love, at the very least?
7. Touch snow


★SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN DO
1. Do a hand wave? (i don't think i'm very good at it, though)
2. Rap/sound like a female T.O.P
3. Piss people off with my fickle-mindedness (ask Danial for first-hand experience)
4. Fake a taiwanese accent and get people asking, 'you're not local, are you?!'
5. Come home after dawn
6. Make friends with just about, everybody O.O
7. Read Korean (but not understand it :X)


★SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN’T DO
1. Talk on the phone for too long, I HATE THAT.
2. Sleep for more than 15 hours
3. Sleep on the floor
4. Burp aloud
5. Chest Jack(?) (I just can't coordinate my muscles well enough)
6. Eat disgusting food (I have a weak stomach)
7. Snort/Snore (but that's a good thing, right! :D)


★SEVEN THINGS THAT ATTRACT YOU TO THE OPPOSITE SEX
1. Stare
2. Attitude
3. Wallet (I already admitted! I love money!)
4. Treatment towards meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee as compared to other girls :D
5. Smile (this is the thing that makes people feel all warm inside!)
6. Height (Be tall!)
7. Veins on arms/Huge & long hands (>< lol)


★SEVEN THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST
1. KNS!
2. I wanted to tell you something....but I forgot
3. NEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH?!?!?!??!
4. WHAT.
5. Sian manxzxzxz
6. Don't call me mahir (for some reason, that's my brother's nickname for me)
7. Eh, Walao, I said stop it, can!


★SEVEN CELEB CRUSHES
1. Husky Hubby Dearesttttttt (Big Bang!) nyahahahaha my rapper CAB ♥
2. Junsu/Yunho (DBSK!) talent, looks, personality, they've got it.
3. Jonghyun (SHINee!) a voice that can make you fly to heaven~~ ahh~
4. Jiro (yuckfarenheit) i just love him, always did. XD
5. Zac Efron (HSM) he has the sexiest arms XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
6. Taekyeon (2PM) *smiles and waves*
7. Hongki (F.T Island) ♥ those pretty eyes!

HEEHEEHEE I FEEL BETTER NOW. OPPS, I NEED TO SLEEP ALREADY. GOODNIGHT 세상(world)! :D

Labels: Bangkok, Meme, SM Concert

I expected my first comeback post to be a cheerful post about how happy I'm back to blogger but this is what it has become. Sigh.

I raised my voice at my mother in the public just now. It was a peaceful visit to the library. But on the way to the multi-storey carpark, she started to nag about how dangerous Thailand is.

It started with,...

"XX told me these few days keep on bombing leh!"
"So what you want now? Cancel it right now? It's too late already, you should've told me earlier"
"I was against it from the beginning. Why too late? Just tell her I against it lah! Then cancel everything, she can't do anything what"
"Funny, when she settled everything already?"
I could've kept my cool, until she said, "Do you treasure your life more or those people who earn money from you just looking at them sing? Don't tell me you are so crazy that...."
"YOU KEEP TELLING ME TO NOT WASTE MONEY AND NOW YOU'RE DUMPING 800 BUCKS
DOWN THE DRAIN LIKE THAT? WHY DON'T YOU RETURN ME MY MONEY?!?!"

Because we were walking along a HDB corridor that wasn't as empty as I thought, people were staring as soon as those words escaped my mouth. Crap, I hate attracting attention from strangers in that way more than anything.

This is so fucked up. Now I don't even know what to do.

With all those bombings going on, what if (choy lah hor), they happen to target the shopping centre I was in, or worse, the concert venue? What if, that'll mark the end of my unfufilling sixteen years of life? What if, even if I don't die, I get kidnapped and sold to Pattang(or something), the red light district, and forced to sleep with disgusting hairy Angmohs for the rest of my life? All these 'What Ifs' started racing across my mind.

Now I don't even know if I really want to go. I didn't at first. I mean, what's the use going for a concert that consist largely (Suju:13 + SNSD:9 = majority) of people I don't even have interest in? What made me decide to go, exactly? Skith? Shopping? NOW, I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF THE CONCERT WOULD CONTINUE, FUCK.

All those fucked up protestors in Bangkok, why did you have to fucking choose a timing like this? IF YOU THINK VIOLENCE/KILLING PEOPLE IS GONNA KEEP THAKSIN AWAY FROM BANGKOK, YOU ARE THE MOST FUCKED UP DUMBWIT I'VE SEEN, I SWEAR. WITH ALL THIS VIOLENCE GOING ON, THE MORE HE WOULD THINK, "OH HOLY! MY PEOPLE ARE IN DANGER, I NEED TO SAVE THEM, SO I SHALL RETURN" RIGHT?! OH MY GOD YOU PEOPLE ARE SUCH RETARDS. FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. If it wasn't for YOUR EMPTY LITTLE SKULLS, my mother would've let it go. AND ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS TO HAPPILY BOMB EACH OTHER AND ALONG GOES MY AFTER-Os VACATION. BOOM, BYE BYE!

If I was firm about going to Thailand, my mother wouldn't be able to do much, because well, I'm Yanjun. But now, I don't even know whether I truly want to go ahead with the trip. Especially after she tried to tempt me by saying, "Why don't you go to some other country?" THEN KOREA CAME INTO THE PICTURE AND SO DID THE 30th DEC/1st JAN BIG BANG CONCERT. I've seen Dongbang once, and I think I've seen enough. What I really really really want is to see Big Bang. To see them perform Lies, Haru Haru and Sunset Glow?! Not to mention Crazy Dog, This Love, Big Boy, Look at me, Gwisun ANDDDDDD THE POSSIBILITY OF HAVING HYORI AS THEIR GUEST?!??!?!??!

Dang.

说归说，the Thailand trip will still stick unless something HUGE happens that will put my life on the line. Like, DUSIT THANI COLLASPED, or PROTESTORS ANNOUNCED THAT THEY WILL TARGET THE KOREAN CONCERT ON 29TH NOV.

If I ever drew out, so many people would be affected.

WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW, TELL ME.

Labels: Bangkok, Big Bang Concert, Family, First post, Korea, SM Concert

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